Chalet and End of Holidays

Sian holidays going to end soon.
I haven't touched any work yet haha.

Going for iMedia chalet now so anything cor mi or msg me.

Today went for my 3-weekly check-up for braces. Today first day.
And my mum forgot that its actually tomorrow haha.
Luckily the dentist got nothing on then can do my check-up.
Haha heng diao.
Then my bro go take the three cow toy then i go stack them up

Met terence in the mrt.

Then went amk and i thought we were going home then went to amk mall.
Its super huge.
Fairprice xtra was open liao.
Seriously dam extra the mall haven't open they open liao.

Then the main way to the hypermarket was congested; with people.
ITS DAM CROWDED FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Seriously lah never seen before so many people at amk before.
The place is small when compared to carefour or giant.
But its dam big compared to any other ntuc.

Then went to eat at macs and my right jaw hurt so can only use left jaw eat.

Then saw robin, moky and zikai walk in macs.
After i ate finish i went over and chat with them.
They were going vivo to watch deathnote and robin booked the tickets.
Mok's dam quiet and DIDN'T talk at all lah.

After they left, Mr Wang and the iMedia people came to macs.
I was like "why today see so many people i know arh?"
Abit too many coincedence right?

So it appears they wanted to go fairprice to buy the bbq food but as ervin said, "We walk in the entrance, then walk out liao."
Haha.

Ok go find spare adapter and play cards then need zhao liao.

Song of the day: Hands Up! - Audition

Its Christmas Day

Well nearly started with near disaster when we were almost late for morning service today.
By the grace of God managed to make it in time AND still have seats.
Mighty thanks to sam who managed to guard our seats.

All i can say for Christmas is WOW.

Today the play was abit screwed cos the mics kind of screwed up but in the end they still did a good job in the sense that they rectified the probelm almost immediately and without notice.

Timo and me became guard dogs in the afternoon while nathan, sam, yao hui and their friends went to ride the sky-dance.
I rode it on the day before so i said i'd help them guard.

Then we went marina sqaure where yao hui bought sam her christmas gift :D haha.
And went to food court to sit down and talk and where nathan wanted to be emo.
Hahaha.

Marina square food court is a nice place to take pictures.

So anyway we left food court and made our individual way home.

Haha and i got 59 Christmas blessings. Thanks guys. =D

Christmas

Oh right its about 4 hours till Christmas and i'm not done wishing everyone i know yet.
Ok i just finished wishing everyone on my friends list. Friendster lah.

Now blog-hopping and wishing people.

Please can people come for celebration tomorrow at expo. 11am.

Ok this isn't much of a post cos i'm in a hurry. =D

Perspective

I've just been hooked on TV. Haha.

Here's a picture:



Notice anything about the circle?

Most probably you whould notice the striking line in the middle above all else.
You wouldn't notice that the circle is perfectly round in shape.

That's what i'm talking about.
People don't usually see the good side of things and instead most of the time, look on the unpleasant side of things. They never realise the good side of it, or rather, choose sometimes not to recognise it.

Do choose to look at things from a different perspective. Learn to be empathic.

Song of the Day: Christmas Party - Audition

Tired?

Tired? Maybe not.
Bored yes.
Yes

I just realised its 2 weeks till school re-opens.
NO. THAT SUCKS.

I've haven't touched any work. I probably won't anyway.
Hmm staying at home thes few days.

Awaiting christmas. 5 days.
Ron asked me to go last-minute christmas shopping with him haha.

Mapling.
Cos i'm dam bored.
Delphi lvl 20 only, i don't think can get the lvl 30 bandanna le.
Aquila suddenly liang, george and woon playing again. Oh well better than playing alone at least.

I think i owe someone an apology.
I'm so unfeeling.

Sorry about yesterday.
I seriously should have watched what i said.
At that moment i really wasn't thinking well.
At first i thought you were all right 'cos you were on a casual topic.
Suddenly everything became well...
Violent. And Sacrastic.
I probably should have noted the change in tone.
And considered what happened lately on your blog.
And how you day was.
But i didn't care then.
And i'm sorry for that.
Yes. I'd admit i was slightly annoyed at times yesterday.
That's why i replied sort of in a harsh tone.
Well i do hope you see this.
And in the end its your choice if you forgive me or not.
I'm not one who force people to do things.
I'm sorry.

Here's a song i want to dedicate to you.

Sleeping is good.

Sleeping is good.
Today slept from 2pm to 6pm after waking up at 11am-1.30pm++

Cos it was raining.

And i didn't go ah liang house. Aww man.
So stay at home a sleep ZZZ_ZZZ

Wake up edit 2 profiles today.
Helped edit yj's profile.

Then i edit my own.

Now feel like sleeping.
Tomorrow should be going out to watch movie with Nathan they all.

Short post today.

Can't think of anything today. Braces still hurt when i eat.

Love thy enemy, love thyself.

Saturday.

Service was nice, though i made darryn miss seeing our cg people getting water baptised because of me.
Cannot on com next time i dun want be late.

Today Pastor Kong is back in Singapore. He came just after a 28-hour flight i think and to preach for us.
Continued on his preaching about the power of one and basically summed up the whole thing.

Next week christmas already.
Samsom says me and darryn like not excited like that.
Well for 1 thing school's going to reopen soon.

But i do have the mood for christmas. Yes. 40,000.

Really appreciate if anyone could turn up for christmas service. I'll probably send the email to you if you're interested.
Well even if you aren't i'll still send to a selected few.
Mainly those that aren't saved yet.

Well don't talk so much haha.

Loving the enemy is not a easy feat.
Well it is hard IF you try to love with your flesh and soul.

But once you experience Jesus's unconditional love.
It wouldn't be so hard.

Today's the last day of my bible study.
Time go for the next one le yays! :D


Quote of the day, "If something is beyond our reach, God will help us by providing it. But if something is within our reach, God expects us to work very,very,very hard for it."

Sentosa

Ok braces hurt alot.
ALOT.

When i bite, it hurts.

When i chew, it hurts.

When my insicors hit something, it hurts.

But peck hui says its the price of being vain.
Ok maybe not vain but having perfect teeth.

Ouch.

Going sentosa today.

Better catch some rest. If not i might become too lethargic.

Cya all.

Short disappointing entry today.


>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Sentosa was fun. Real fun.
Hmm played lotsa icebreakers games.
Well actually 2 only.

Then build a sand castle.
Its dam hard ok.

Cos we had to build one that was suppose to be dam big and people can step in.

Ya so abit hard lah.
But quite fun.
Like when we last min chiong is like dam funny lah.

But we won still. YEAH.

GO ICEBERG.

Homework

I've haven't started on any homework yet. And i'm not worried. Ok maybe just abit.

I'm getting braces today.
Well hope it dosen't hurt.

Today when i ate fries, my back teeth hurt abit.

And i thought of this a few min ago. While chatting:



2 guys walk on the street after purchasing an mp3 each.
They wanted to give their wives an early christmas surprise.

Along the way home, they planned what to say to their wives.
One guy got an ipod nano, the other, an ipod video.

When they both got home,

Nano guy: I got you something honey.
Wife: What dear?

Nano guy: Its much smaller than compared to you.
Wife: Oh (slightly pissed)

Nano guy: Its slimmer too.



Video guy: Honey, I'm home.
Wife: Where have you been dear?

Video guy: Urm...
Wife: Are you hiding somthing from me?

Video guy: Urm...
Wife: TELL ME QUICKLY WHAT IT IS.

Video guy: It has a larger capacity than anything else.



And this is something which i think makes an excellent quote of the day. Dino told me over the phone and he said Pastor Kong said it before.

Quote/Phrase of the day: "Sin exists with 'I' in the middle."

Broadcast Journalism 2

Tuesday.

Today wrapped up the final part of the course. Today we were scheduled to do a complete news bulletin.
We had 4 main topics to do and each event would be covered by a team of 3.
Here goes:

- *SCAPE Youth Park
- School of the Arts
- Re-opening of the National Musuem
- Stalker in Bishan

Ok the last topic was somehow last minute and Marc thought it would be rather interesting haha.

The teams tackling each topic, in order respectively:

- Henry(r), Jerold (H.P.'s sick awww)
- Shao Ren, Ervin and yours truly(r)
- Yu Hung(r), Shan Wei, Darren
- Jit Hin(r), John, Cepheus

And so (r) stands for reporters. Haha.
Shao's producer and Ceph's director.
Jerold and John make superb anchors.(The newcasters that read eg. Cheryl Fox)

We had to cover the events, take shots AND eat lunch in 3 hours, then come back and edit everything, do voiceovers and have everything ready for broadcast by 5pm.

We started discussion at 11.30am.

Pressurizing.

My group decided to follow Henry's group 'cos we could share interviewees and thought it was a good idea.
Unfortunately, the skate park was almost totally empty.

So while Henry's group started on their work already. We were lost without interviewees.
So we decided to head on down to Cineleisure.

It was 12 when we got to Cineleisure.

Decided that it was a mistake 'cos it was nowhere near SOTA and no one would know anything.
Headed down to City Hall as we thought SOTA would be there cos we checked the map in the .mac lab previously.

Luck was not on our side again.
It was dam funny when we were like "oh shit. This fcuking sucks."

Almost 1pm. With no footages.

So guess what we did next?

Eating at Burger King in Raffles City. Yes.


Headed quickly to Dhouby Gaut then ervin and me were kind of half shocked when we saw how far the site was on a locality map in the mrt station.
Shao said it wouldn't be too far.

In fact it wasn't.
It was beside The Cathay.

Finally started work.

I think i make a bad reporter. My eyes keep darting all over the place and i sound rather monotonious.

Oh well, managed to wrap all the footages under half an hour which "kicked-ass" as Shao would say.

And some really unexpected and funny things happened along the way.

Reached school by 2.20pm.
We're good journalists. Terrific indeed.

Mac lab.

*Shao,Ervin and I enter the mac lab*

Shao: "Are we early or what?"

*Everyone stares in silence and john helpfully informs us that we're the last group.*

Then edited the tapes and i did a voice over for some transition parts.
The whole bulletin was then put together by Mr Wang and Marc.

I'd say the whole thing looked rather professional.
No really, it was professional.



Overall its really a nice experience.

Yes journalism broadcasting is really a big thing and now i really think those people at the news station everyday providing the public with news are really great people.

Applause please.

Kudos to all news crew, reporters, newscasters, studio crew, technical and media crew.

Thanks so much for keeping us informed.

HELP ME CLICK THIS LINK!!!!

Here's the link.


Thanks all who help le.

Broadcast Journalism

OMGAWD.
THIS JUST IN.

I DON'T HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW TOO.

PRAISE THE LORD.

Broadcast Journalism

Attended a course today in school.

What is it on? What is it on?

Just look at the title.


We're so hounoured to have Marc as our instructor and he's amazing i tell you.
Some facts, well he's a NewZealander and he had worked with Mediacop for 5 years.
And i unsure of his age, ask him tomorrow haha.

Very lively.
And funny and local haha.

Local in the sense that he knows singlish.
Hahaha today he asked someone for the meaning of embarrassment, 'pai seh'.

Learnt a whole lot on journalism.
A whole lot.
For all those budding journalist-wannabes out there, pressure is something you've got to get used too.
Yes. Its a fact.

And i've been overwhelmed by the fact that blogging is a form of journalism too.
No wonder Henry has become rather serious about blogging.
Well its just my guess haha.

Made two videos today.
The first one was to make a news report, like those news report you see on tv.
But we only had to do voice overs, so no sitting at the table holding news in the hands.
No big plasma tv beside you.
No Cheryl Fox.

I duno why but seems suddenly she's a hot topic. Hahaha.

Yeah i kind of sound dead when reporting the news.
I thought John's voice blended well, Shan Wei's one too, just that his voice got kind of cut off at the end haha.

So i think i'm going to take blogging a lil' more serious now.
Its now longer just an online diary.
Its your connection to the world.

Sounds a lil' exaggerating but well if you've read the past two weeks(i think) or so, on Digital Times "Power to the Blogger." Yeah something like that.
Your little comments can change the world with every word you type.

Ok gotta go do research for tomorrow.
And i'm so in support of *Scape.

This is Melvin from iNews signing off. WTFFFF HAHAHA. (Only people who were there today will understand.)

Song of the Day: When You're Looking Like That - Westlife

Lethargy

That's the state i am in now.

Ok i haven't been blogging recently 'cos i was dam tired and sort of lazy the last few days.

Today was a nice day.
Watched this:


It was awesome ok.
And a local production to boot.

Work work.

Tomorrow there's this course.
Journalism broadcast.

The past few days i was brooding over whether to go for the course or to work, but now i have an answer

And, by the grace of God, THERE'S NO WORK TOMORROW!!!

YAY!


And i'm still a little tired.
HOPEFULLY the course won't be too boring.

Maybe i'll keep a record of what i eat everyday like what peck hui said. Haha.

So far i've got rubberbands on only. Widening gaps between teeth.
It feels kind of funny. Cos i keep having this feeling that something's stuck in my teeth. And when sometimes i bite it hurts.
BUT. I still can eat anything. Well but the dentist said that should avoid hard things when i get my braces.

Guess i'll have to lay off chewing table legs.

I DON'T DO THAT. SERIOUSLY haha.

Yes yes outing on friday. Go sentosa.
But when i think of the beach i get this really sian feeling.

I hate sand. Keeps getting stuck all over my feet, and shoes and slippers. And can't support the bouncing of a basketball.

Ok i'll stop whining. Haha.

Techno's the love now.

Song of the Day: Heavy Metal Syndrome - Audition

Haven't done this in a long time.

Quote of the Day: Blaming someone else won't make you happier nor will it make you look better.

job. Job. JOB.

YES. Got a job finally. WOOHOO.
Giving out flyers at $5 per hour. YES PER HOUR.

Starting tomorrow so no more late night sleeping for the next 5 days.
Well maybe except for tomorrow 'cos i'm not working on saturday.

Went out early this morning to check my teeth.
I'm getting braces.
Dr Kenneth says it'll take about 18 months to complete and i'll have to go back every 3 weeks for tightening and stuff which is about 24 visits.
I did the math while waiting.
Yeah and he did an X-ray for me. Also there's this hard metal mouthpiece that he fills with some sort of paste which has a lil flavouring and rams it into my upper and lower jaw. It hurt abit but i ren. I ren.

Then later went taka to eat with ham(a.k.a my bro) and my mum. Then my mum couldn't resist shopping haha. I bought some new clothes like finally?

After that met up with qian and met her friends and took train to city hall and walked to marina. Oh and met these two other guys too. All stay around amk-bishan area. Haha.

We met up with the guy and walked to burger king at milenia walk cos that place was like totally deserted. THEN the dam SIAN part came.

Waited like 3 hours for the guy's boss, oh yeah he's called guo han i think. Guo han, han guo. Haha. So FINALLY the boss came and did a briefing, which lasted 5 MINUTES!!!

Aah crap. 3 hours gone. I feel so wasted.

For some fcuked up reason i can't go to accustomedone's blog anymore.

Screw gaagle. Bloody hell.

Having a dental appointment tomorrow. Hope it ends before 4pm so i can go with qian for the briefing at milennia walk.
$5 per hour. Woot.

I'll post something more interlectual later. Time is slow.

154th Post

I've got no idea what to write for my title.
Seriously.
I keep losing slip of topics i think of on the train or somewhere else.
ARRRGGHH.

Anyway, TUESDAY

Prayer meeeting todae.

At home before prayer meeting, i was surfing youtube after browsing friendster for bout an hour. I think i might go down to the library tomorrow.

Anyway that explains why there's so many videos in my previous post.

Prayer meeting was a JURONG. THATS FAR.

Mangae to reach there ON TIME.

You don't see MELVIN and ON TIME BERY FREQUENTLY.

In fact you see MELVIN and LATE come together quite nicely.

Make that FASHIONABLY LATE.


So anyway we headed on to this coffee shop to eat and the ban mian was like ROXXXX.
Got some special sauce. Too bad i order the small bowl.
Nathan was dam hungry.
He even wanted to cope Rolland's bowl of $3 ban mian haha.

But it still tasted great.
Anyone hardcore want-eat-good-ban mian, i can bring you to that place haha.

Then went for the prayer meeting, sam, ho yin and joel( i think) went first and got seats for us.

So the four of us, Caleb, Nathan, Rolland and me headed on to Prime to buy water. And there was this soda, with the traditional bottle caps. And rolland bought a glass. But he couldn't open it and tried some rather peculiar ways like banging it against the counter and Nathan decided to help by trying to pry it open by pulling the cap while hooking it onto some stuff.
Caleb was like "errr Nathan ok Nathan we should hurry 'cos we're late."

But we weren't. WOAH. 2nd time in a day i'm not late for something. By the grace of God.

Prayer meeting was an uplifting experience. We prayed and prayed and prayed and i didn't expect it to end so fast.

It was "pray pray pray pray" HUH suddenly 'we're dismissed.'

Haha ok.

Short post as accustomedone asked for it.

I'm stuck at home and i've decided to post a few videos haha.

Cos i have really nothing to do now.


American Idiot - Greenday Live 8 Concert


Will you just look at that crowd.


I'm Alright - JerryC


JerryC rox. Period.



Aston kutcher is such a great prankster HAHAHA.

Sleeping late is good

Sleeping alot is good.
Especially when you've listening to your pod for the lst 8 hours or so.

I found out my ipod can last about 16 hours which is quite cool.

Standard battery life. Yeah.

Bowled today.

First game:75
Seconad game: 73
Third game: 123

Can you say Zai?

Hahaha. Guess what helped pulled my score, not luck.

I LISTENED TO THE iPOD WHILE BOWLING.

I was like the only one doing that in the bowling centre. HAHA.

Orh yeah cut my hair today.

I'm paranoid over whether i look like darryn now.


Song of the day: Flying Without Wings - Westlife

H.P. shoud be happy with my song of the day. Haha.

Try this

I just thought of this 5 min ago while browsing Ceph's friendster.



Mac guy1: Let's go see the new macs in town.

Mac idiot: I don't like Mcdonalds.




Stay in your WTF face till i come with a camera to your house. xD










Today went out to give out flyers.

Spot Kitchen. Yucks!
Their food tasted like crap the last time i ate.

Oh wells.

Any other jobs available??

No song of the day cos i've got no song stuck in my head.
OK maybe i do have one.

Song of the Day: Qing Tian by Jay Chou

TMB Charts

150TH POST.

I wanted to add this yesterday but forgot.
So i shall update it today.
And TMB stands for tehmelblog.


Top 5 songs stuck in my head

5) Canon Groove - Audition. A great rendition of the oringinal canon.

4) Give Me Novacaine - Greenday. I think the drum beats are catchy, that's why there stuck. Give me novacaine.

3) Sweet Child O Mine - Guns & Roses. Fell in love with this song recently.

2) Don't Say You Love Me - M2M. So what if they're disbanded, chick bands still rock.

1) 简单爱 - 周杰伦 ( Simple Love - Jay Chou ) For some funny reason, this song keeps ringing in my head. Its a nice tune.







My Top 10 Personal Favourite Songs





10) The World is Black - Good Charlotte

9) Untitled - Simple Plan

8) Yellow - Coldplay

7) Canon Groove - Audition

6) Iris - GooGoo Dolls

5) Bouvelyard of Broken Dreams - Greenday

4) Breakin' the Habit - Linkin Park

3) 晴天 - 周杰伦 ( Fine Day - Jay Chou )

2) Don't Say You Love Me - M2M

And my number one song is...

one song that makes me feel special.

one song that never fails to cheer me up.

one song that would sum up how i would like life to be.

*Drum roll*

1) All Star - SmashMouth

Yay!

Frankly i think my top 10 songs is ever changing. As long the song fits my mood well, or suddenly i'm practicing active listening and go Hmm this song is actually not bad.

Well haha.

I guess if you love music, you love it all, no matter what genre it is, rock, blues, classic, jazz, metal, pop, R&B, Techno. Yeah the list goes on.

Service today was nice.
It was inspiring. Yes. Today only got 4 people haha. I was like shocked when i saw only got caleb, samantha, ho yin and me. I thought there was more lah haha.

I met a new friend today, daniel. He seems to be real popular among the church hah.
Is guessing ages a trend or something haha?

Today played a basketball match in the morning.
We played against this team called tempest and sengkang area. And i woke up late!!!

Luckily managed to reach there in time. Played only 1-quarter though. Mini say i improve, but i wanna know specifically haha. I don't sense any difference.

There was this time when a huge quarrel broke out because bert fouled their point guard and that guy got dam pissed about not claiming fouls and why we don't have a referee on our side.
Luckily one of their own guys managed to like calmly settle the situation. Their coach also.

Well we lost. 34-62 i think.

Wow haha. Well what to do, this was my first experience in proper match and i thought well i think i did a fair enough job. Followed vincent's instructions throughout.

We had 7 players, they had like 15 plus.

But we could've won. That's the real, sort of disappointing thing.

All those in the team if you're reading this now. I'll tell you all i think what's wrong with the team.

Its not about on court. I think on court our skills are really ok not bad.

Its what off-court that counts. There's no team spirit.

There's no sense of belonging of the team.

That is why hardly anyone turns up for the training.

If you feel attached to the team, will you not be enthusiastic in whatever you do for the team?

Seriously, i think we're playing too on our own, we make too much of our own decisions. We have to learn to trust viincent's judgement and believe what he says is correct.

What he does and gives orders are the best plans to win.

If you don't start believing in this simple fact, i don't see how we can progress.

I hope this really makes everyone reflect. I have done my own soul-searching.

Trust.

Life would be a mistake without music

That's not a philosophy i conformed. Its actually the motto of a store somewhere in Beach Road called Gramaphone(i think no sp).

Honestly i think that's really true.

Sound is an important aspect in life. Just imagine a day without sound. You never know when a piano may just fall from the sky and crush you. I know it sounds cliche but if you can't hear it falling, can you dodge it?

The ears, in my opinion, is the second most important organ, coming under the eyes and one notch above the skin.

Seems like i've managed to balance that emotional scale abit. I guess its thanks to music.

Music feeds the soul.

So very true.

Song of the Day: Fly Away - Corrine May

When I'm Gone

I think my last post was too vague.

Everybody say 'vague'.

My cousin says i can be a pastor. I was wtf, wait 10 years also cannot.

I've been offline for a week. And now its the start if a new month. And its 1 month to the end of the year.

Expect more resoulutions and reflections in my posts.

I'm deeply saddenned. And i miss somebody. Someone dearly.

I don't really think its appropriate to blog it here.

So i won't.


Its really sad.

Try these words. They mean something to me now.

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back

I'm feeling real screwed.

Anyway just wanted to wish 2 of my good pals:

Have a safe trip to korea, Robin!

Have a safe trip to Los Angeles, Amanda!

Take care friend, its gotta be cold in those places so don't restrain yourselfs.




After blog hopping, i realised more people are going overseas than i thought.

Here's one to Hubert too,

Have a safe trip to Japan, Hubert!


Well i still feel:

Lost, Melancholic, Slightly Depressed, Confunsed, Uptight

Basically a heavy dose of sadness,regret and confusion mixed into a deadly potion.

And i had to take a full bottle of it.

Dead.

Short post. MY father's presurring me to off com. I've got 5 min to post this

So many things have happened in the past week.

Chalet was well, i'd say quite a disappointment 'cos do nothing but play game. Dam sian.

And something else happened. I've haven't told alot of people. But i've told my good pals already.

Yes that's about it.

Sorry i know its not enough to keep you guys at bay, coming to my blog every day of the week to check for updates.

But i'm pressed now.

Song of the Day: Don't Say You Love Me by M2M

Practicing Active Listening and Air Drumming.

Currently trying to drum to my songs on my playlist.

Might just fall alsleep. Haha.

Suprisingly, i find "Breaking Free" rather easy to drum to. Although it used to be a trauma song for me.

Don't ask me why.

Drumming

Sunday.


Went drumming today.

Was lost in Kong Ming Shan for like almost 1 hour plus TRYING to find where Eng Teck was.

My organisation really is bad. Or is it my discipline. Before i went drumming i was suppose to plan with yi bin what to buy for the chalet.

But we like chiong warcraft till time to pick yong jie.

Yeah and yong jie had to go home too because i was going out.

And i've decided not to be blur anymore. Being blur is bad, it affects your job, your relationships with people and God and you as a person.

Drumming's really fun. And i started on basics today.

Hard to master the bass. Gotta do Calf-ups. Haha.

There was this band that was practicing there when i EVENTUALLY found the place.

Even their not-main drummer drummed pretty well. Their main drummer was like WOW.

That's not initials for world of warcraft either.

And their female vocalist looks ALOT like Ana Faris.

Seriously.

Going down on tuesday night to see them jam again.

Drumming here i come. Active listening is good.

Its dam easy to drum to Jay songs. Ok maybe not that easy, but the beats are easy to catch.

Myabe i'll pick the guitar after i learn my drumming properly. That'll be like 5 years later?

Well honestly i dunno haha.

Song of the Day: Be Yourself by AudioSlave

My song of the day is in no way related to hua peng's blog.

Relationship With God. It can only grow fonder.

Satuday.

Well i think i received salvation today, have to double check with sam.

Anyway i don't know if i'll be the first to hold a double religion. But as Pastor Kong said, "Christanity is not a religion, its a relationship with God."

Well that's good in a way.

On other hands, i feeling that some values of buddhism and conflicting with christ.

An example is karma. Simply put, buddhism revolves around karma, christ doesn't. A dilema? Perharps.




Anyway today was a fun day.

B1: I know what you're thinking B2.

B2: Yes i think what i know you're thinking B1.

LOL.

Had this event called "Wild Goose Chase" at vivo today.

Suppose to like go around vivo then answer the questions on the paper and the questions were related to vivo, mainly shops.

I take back what i said about vivo being small. We didn't explore the cornes THEN haha. Teamed up with Caleb and Celine. The two C's 0.o

Had a really fun experience. They're nice people. Caleb's real funny. When we were passing this shop called In:Trend or smthn like that. Then Celine can't resist the temptation to go in and look/shop awhile haha. Then Caleb and me were standing outside waiting then he said, "We must stare at her like this, *STARE* till she come out."

And the funny part was, it did work.

SuperDog's really expensive by the way. $3.20 for the cheapest dog without fries or drinks?
"WE GOT RIPPED OFF BY THE RIPPER."

LOL.

And Nathan didn't finish his bun 'cos he said he didn't like the pickles in them. I think Darryn follow suit haha. Always finding a chance to waste food arh Darryn.

Then Rolland went to eat Nathan's leftover bun, which according to Celine, Caleb and Nathan, "looked dam sick."

Supposedly, there was also a "Do & Don'ts while eating hot dogs" on the tray and i recall on of them being:

"DO eat whatever is left of your bun and lick all reminiscence from your fingers and not wash them at a sink."

Lol.

Then when we were taking the MRT, north east line, i noticed this fine poster on the wall.
Should have taken a picture on it HAHA. WAS LIKE ERRR OK, You can't bring durians into an MET, but there's no fine for it HAHAHA.

Then Rolland was "Everyone bring 1 durian in ji2 she-aio them. LOL?

More random AND unbelievable thing was, Nathan thought of at least 30% of the answers to the questions while on the train. The best thing was about superdog when this question asked, "What does superman like to eat?"

While walking towards Outram Park's NorthWest line Celine was like "Ya superdog" Or something like that.
Then Nathan lighted up. "SUPERDOG!! THAT'S what superman eats."

Then we all like "ya hor."

"OH YAH HOR."

Wth man haha.

Service was REALLY GOOD today.

I can't remember what pastor preached about today. ARRRGGGHHH.
I'm not supposed to forget the Holy Word too. ARGH.

OH I just remembered(at point of typing) something about stepping up. YES.
About these lepyrs and they stepped up when they heard Jesus was near. So they tried to look for him for a cure. Then Jesus told them to go meet the priests at the temple. His motive was to instill in them a sense of independence and not depend all the time on others. At least that's how i see/remembered it.

NOW I REMEMBER.

Pastor's main point today was being a mature christian and not always looking to God or Jesus to shield you, to protect you, to solve your probelms.
But to step up, be a pobelm-solver, overcome your fears, doubts and ultimately be more like Jesus himself for that is what we hope to AND will achieve in declaring our faith in the lord.

He also preached something about faith that i found meaningful.

And also this one-liner. No, in fact two, about courage:

"Courage is not the abstinece of fear, Courage is the confrontation of fear."


After service, we chionged around the food fair at expo and like Caleb was like disturbing the vendors lah.
There was this incident at this dim sum stall. Cos Nathan thought all the stuff there was as put on the poster "3 for $2"
Cos there was like gyoza on sticks and that would be dam cheap lah.

Then Caleb was like circling the whole oven with his finger then the uncle reaction dam funny, he circled the upper-half of the oven LAH then KEEP circling there saying(translated from mandrain),
"I only point this part arh, not anywhere else arh."

WHICH we FOUND amusing.

LIANG SATAY. LIANG SATAY. HAHAHA

And then there's another incident at this pork mee stall.
The attendant there was talking to us in chinese about the food stuff lah then later Caleb was like "Er we don't speak chinese."

Cos the attendant had spoke like 30 secs liao then Caleb like told her straight in the face. HAHAHAHA.

She was dam Dam DAM PISSED OFF and said this, "Didn't your teacher teach you chinese?"
Something like that while helping to complete Nathan's order.

Caleb like go "No?"

HAHAHAHA. WTH MAN. CALEB ROX I TELL YOU.

So by the time we had gone round about 3/4 of the place, many of the stalls were about to close or had already stopped selling food so like 'awwwww'.
Oh well had fun. EMO face. HAHAHA.


JUST HAD TO ADD THIS IN. YES I KNOW ITS 3AM++

"Insantiy is doing the same things over again and expecting a different result."

Wise words from Pastor Kong.

Meeting New People.

Came back from airport after crapping with liang, fab and this other guy i nt sure the name but is their fren.

I think liang grew taller =X

Hahaha. On the way home i thought just how bias people can be. That must be why first impressions count. Alot.

Hmm i can't think of anything else to say.

OH yeah i think cabs in singapore should have a system that passengers can pay through ez-link. Today i ran out of cash when i cabbed to changi airport. The driver was dam pissed. He sort of want to drive off even before i closed the door. Lucky fabian was there and i borrowed money.

And the best part was after the cab stopped, i saw him stop the meter but later ran it again. Actually was $16 after adding the additional peak charge. Then went up to $18 just 'cos i waited for fabian to get to where i was?

I could just zhao after handing him my $10 lah.

Meeting New People

WTF. I just found my older blogs while blog hopping.

Here they are:

http://mookycow.blogspot.com/

I made this when i was like pri 5 i think.

Here's the other one:

http://www.cowsnewsstation2.blogspot.com/

This one i continued for quite a long time.

SO check it out if you want to hahah.

Going airport soon. =)

Coincendently, i started bloggin again during june holidays. WHICH is the time when i STOPPED blogging last year. Hahah. How's that for coincedence. Hahaha.

Don't ask me about the archives either, i was a noob at html THEN.

Meeting New People

Haven't blogged in awhile.

Yesterday.

Went out with jy,shi they all. Met some new people today. Jaden dam shuai worx. Hahahaha. Played basketball. Hardcore play for quite long.

I slipped and fell. Ouch. When we were at the court the floor was still wet 'cos it had rained earlier and i was barefoot moving towards the area with a puddle of water and Waa slipped and slided halfbody fall down.

Hurt my elbow(scratch only heng) and waistbone. Pain, at night can't sleep while pressurring my right side of the waistbone.

Today went to school to collect results.

Urrgghh. Why in 3-4, most of the people in my class got 3-3. Sad arh take pure hist. Nvm at least got dino in my class WAHAHAHAH.

Chalet's cmin up AND OH SHIT. ITS 23rd that i'm not going not 22nd. WTF. Blur ok yes i know. Going to buy food since 170 cmin back todae =)

Going airport in awhile. Heheh.

Random

Arrgh so tired today. Going to sleep now.

You know staying awake LATE in the night OR early in the morning is detrimental to your interlectuall, mental and physical capabilities.

=P

To all BLUR people out there, I'm one too

I just realised how i blur i could be. I thought there was tuition today and RUSHED down to bishan. Then i realised the door was locked. So i thought _ was out eating lunch or something.

I opened my inbox to double check if there was class.

The msg read:

DEC CLASSES

Hi guys, chemistry 8,15
E math 7,14
Both at 3pm. Thx bye =)

Something like that.

I didn't see the top of the msg. WOW.

And i wasted my time going down, maybe didn't 'cos i headed to school to pay MC some money for this local we're going to watch. Yeah.

Secondly.

I FOUND OUT my duty's ON THE 22ND. WHICH MEANS, in the last post i put that i won't be able to attend the water bomb. NOW ITS i can't attend the bbq.

How's that for being blur?

So guys i can't make it for bbq due to my duty. Man i wish Grad' Nite would be on another day but guess its STILL a VERY IMPORTANT ( and rather nostalgic) event for the sec 4s. So i can't let them down and not turn up for duty just 'cos of our class chalet.

Before you start flaming me and all, put yourself in their shoes and its GRAD' NIGHT for god's sake. I'm not trying to be hostile here, just delivering a clear message.

So sorry in advance.

And here's my horoscope for today:

Today, a conflict will polish you and make you something more than what you were.

Er i think that's a lil' too late?


Song of the day: Heavy Metal Syndrome by Audition

Desire,Perfection// Today

Well i think i'm going to change skin as soon as i find a suitable one. I've thought of creating my own. But the html's are hurting my head.

_ said he might not be going for chalet.

_ said so too.

Cripes. Now that's something to worry about. I haven't had to worry about stuff in a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.

Still there's planning, and we're awaiting 170 to come back from japan. Haha.

Food i don't know how.

On a more important note, guys, i cannot make it for water bomb. Someone else will be scheduled to be IC. Prefferably someone who knows how the game is played. In order words, illonus. That is if he's going. But i doubt so. So i'll leave the planning to someone else.

Sorry 'cos i'll be on duty for Grad' Nite and someone's counting on me to take photos for them. What can i say. Its my duty.

And i don't want to get into trouble with _.

If _ wants to split just get it over with. Then i can rightfully belong to iMedia.

Blog hopped and realised how blogging can be so diverse. Seriously.

And i don't think i can get back into the mood of mapling. Haha. Unless _'s playing. There's hardly anyone online except for goubuli jie. She dosen't talk much either =.=ll

Arrgh. So many things. SO MUCH time. Haha you don't see that everyday.

Signing off. Waharaha.

Song of the day: Understanding Men And Women by Cool

Kpop rox okay. I'm being converted slowly hahahah.

Desire,Perfection

I think life would be rather dull if there wasn't a desire for anything. Desire grants you the hunger to pursue, to be in constant pursuit for the something which is lacking in your life.

Also a simple basic instinct, desire drives us forward.

However, desire is a double-edged sword.

I need not give further examples on how it is one.

I just think the desire is somehow linked to perfection.

So is perfection at the top of the list? Maybe but desire certainly one of the attributes that is needed to achieve perfection.

But i think there is no limit to perfection unless you really stop and say that this is perfect, and i have achieved this perfection and i am satisfied.

No one is ever satisfied even if they have reached their level of 'perfection'. Take gaming as an example. Why do people strive so hard to increase their levels drastically? Why aren't they always satisfied with the equipment they have and are always looking for the 'best' or the 'perfect' stats?

I think there is a point to be taken somewhere.

And they say 'nobody's perfect'.

How ironic is that. In my opinion that statement is more of a defensive one, it is one to boost one's morale and emotional state when the levels are lying low. I'm not saying its not a positive statement nor am i trying to cuss it off. I'm just saying that it is ironic to what i've mentioned above.

So my gaming friends. If you ever read this, take it to heart that true perfection comes when you realise that you are at the best of who you are and not what the stats of your atk,def, etc. are but you as a person and how much you've progressed.

That is perfection in all its true beauty.

Time For Change

This was my saturday.

The morning started out fine. Watched POKEMON this morning. Yes i know it's a kids program, but hey its been going on strong for a decade and i give my utmost respect to that. What can i say? Its been with me since i was a child haha.

So anyways gamed till about near evening time when i had to bring my bro to hospital. We went there to visit my grandpa who was warded there 'cos of cancer. Haix.

After dinner(a remarkably distasteful bento set meal), we went up to the ward to see grandpa. He looked well, really thin and i don't know how everything's going to turn out.

Had to skip service today too as a result. Haix.

Later went to patient's lounge area when my brother wanted to play this pokemon 'kraks' with some children in the lounge. So there was this one boy, simply put was one hell of a annoying kid and unbelievablely immature. I shan't go on to describe what he did. So anyway he pissed off my brother real bad and even made him tear. After some adults left the lounge, the chairs were free so i went to sit there. Then the group of kids sort of ran away and continued mocking at my brother.

So i couldn't stand it any longer and said " Come here boy."

He repeated it. Unbelievable right. But i think he got scared when i started to get out from my seat. Then he ran away to don't know where.

So later my cousins came and we chat around, crap abit. Then suddenly there was this man who like came to disturb us or rather intrude us on purpose and could sort of feel the xha qi. Then when my brother saw him, he like run away and hide in one corner. So i was like thinking, is this guy that brat's dad.

So like the man, ok his first button was unbuttoned, he was looked sort of reddish like when you're drunk that sort of face. Then he like pointed at me and said "Are you the one who hit my son?" Repeated that three times with each time an increased volume than the previous.

Felt dam pissed off that he intruded us already and furthermore, started pointing fingers. I just like answered NO in accordance of volume to each of his questions. Then he questioned if i threathened his son. I was feeling DAM pissed already.

Ok then after i denied everything he asked his son what i did. His son said " He say 'come here boy'."

Does sound in anyway in a threat to you?

Anyway he STRONGLY BELIEVED that i threathened his son in some way or another. Ok i was SO PISSED OFF that i stood up. I found that i was taller than him. WTF.

Ok i think he got rather shocked 'cos he saw how tall was i so he didn't ask anything for a few secs.
He continued to question me in a rather uncouthly tone and LOUD voice.


Anyway i said this: " Don't waste your time on this kind of thing lah hor. I didn't do any~"

Cut me off and said " You THINK i'm wasting time." "Yes" without a doubt he was. I SAID.

"YOU think i SO FREE waste my time here?" "WHY NOT since you're here anyway." I said.

"Ya and why are you talking so loud? You know visiting hours are over already. Still talk so loud." I said.

HE tiamtiam for another few secs.

Then i said, " Your son made my brother cry and pissed off."

He asked his son if he did. Obviously the son denied.

Then later my cousin stood up, i think he was unable to tolerate it any longer, he said, "Your boy ar, make my cousin(my brother) pissed and even cry."

OF course any parent would choose to believe their own son then someone who sided with the person that "THREATHENED" your son.

So he started saying "You should pick on somebody your own size. Don't think you big you can bully small kids."

HELLO WHO'S THE VICTIM NOW. YOUR SON OR MY BROTHER.

So he continued babbling about this single point. Then he asked how old was i.

I refused to tell him. I QUESTIONED his AUTHORITY to do so as well.

So he said "You know what, i think you're behaving much like a hooligan."

At one point he said if i ever seen people being beat up till their nose bled.

I have heard of cases in my school that people have had their jaws dislocated and bled because of a fight. It was a fact.

So he continued on the point of picking on somebody your own size thing and what hooligan crap.

All i can say is FUCK YOU. GET YOU FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU COME PISS PEOPLE OFF YOU SON OF A BTICH. WHAT'S MORE YOU'RE ACCUSING PEOPLE OF WHAT THEY REALLY DIDN'T DO SO THAT REALLY REFLECTS ON HIGH YOUR INTERLECTUAL AND HOW MATURE CAN YOU BE YOU JACKASS.

Of course i didn't say that. I was tempted, however to give him the finger.

So he got pissed over the fact that he HAD COMPLETELY WASTED HIS TIME OVER A POINTLESS ARGUEMENT.

He started to leave while i CALLED him IN THE FACE: joker.

My cousin said there was this guy behind him and he said it was back up just incase we decided to hit on this guy.

Its a hospital for crying out loud. I don't think i would want to start a fight in a hospital but i still found that remarkably funny.

Well some spoiled brats outta learn that the world outside dosen't just belong to them. I think this new generation of _ will really suffer in the world today. Pitiful.






Well after this tiff-off i had with a parent. I realised some things.
If i had never let my brother play with those group of kids in the first place nothing would have happened. But i think that would be unpreventable unless we didn't pass by the lounge WHICH we will pass by.

Then i thought, if i had reacted more calmly to what that PARENT said, i would have pissed him off BIGTIME and i wouldn't be in this fcuked up state i am now. YES NOW.

I think maybe he's just being overprotective.

Or something like that.

Am i in the wrong? I don't think so. Maybe at the last part when i called names.

I gotta learn to be less rash. There was another arguement with also an adult which happened at a coffee shop but i wasn't the one involved but my friend was. That time i was quite calm, but i didn't have anything to say to help lighten the flares that were raging up from the arguement.

I realised that has to change.

And immature people should go take a hike cos i'm really pissed now.

Somehow that's funny 'cos _ is on a hike to _ _. HAHAHA.

Compare and Contrast

There's always a winner and loser in every compeititive event. Be in sports, gaming or even aesththics, there has to be a loser to have a winner and vice versa.

Now most people look for the best and of course recognize it, they feel that oh this is the best, i must have the best, whatever is not the 'best', i should ignore because it is not for me. I only want the best.

So they fame the winner and shun the loser. What i'm trying to state is not what effects winning and losing has on people like you and me.

Have you ever envied the person who always scores better grades than you? How you wish it was you that receive all the attention of your classmates? Even if that one person has not done anything wrong or has been mentally spiteful towards you, you still manage to come up with a few 'suitable' phrases or nicknames of your own to call and label him.

Ever been in a similiar situation? That's what i think is not nescessary in life. To compare and contrast. One will only feel prideful or deeply hurt when they choose to compare themselves to others. I'm not promoting individuality. But if you think about, is there a need to tarnish their pride when you couldn't achieve the same?
Is there a need to moan and complain when you know you could perform as well as them but didn't do the same?
Or is there EVEN a need to say something that encourages remorse in one's abilityies even if they have or have not done the same to you?

I say trash that. There is seriously no need for such bullshit.

And thus you will find it acceptable that one should parade their achievements once in a while for it is something they have strived hard to acheive.
To be a better person, you don't find yourself saying all the wrong things and sparking off petty arguments over who is right or wrong.

In a way, i disreagard all who wish to compare me to someone else, i disregard all thoughts of being more 'powerful', 'better', 'lazier', 'vulgar' etc. than others. As long as my achievements are recognised, i feel no need to be compared to someone else who is thought to be of a lower calibre than i am.

There's just no need to.

Happiness? How do i define it,

Not so much blogging past few days. Forgot update. Haha.

After blog hopping, i realise that my posts should be a little more, well the content should reflect on one's intellectual ability and judging from my last few posts. Well haha.

Stayed at home. Gamed almost the whole day. And i thought there was basketball training today. I think there was.

Cousin, Aaron came my house, started on his audi account. He played to lvl 2 then had to go home. Then i continued on to play for him for about another hour. Lvl 4 liao now. Haha.

Played bba today too at my house court. The post's rather short. The board's rather small. And the hoop has no net. Haha. Today played with some china/taiwanese people. They are dam good. Keep getting faked by the guy, good dribbler. Point guard, then this other guy, who's quite big sized, as expected was the shooting guard. But i think he played more like a power forward. Ok i won't continue to bore people who aren't into basketball hah.

I guess most people blog about music, feelings and the happening. Well i guess that's a common topic. After all, it is teenhood we're talking about who owns, well say about 50% of of all blogs in blogger. Those aren't true statistics. Possibly it could be an understatement.

I'm still wondering, is the world really that bad? Is it so hard to live, to bask in happiness? I think it all boils down on how you want your life to be, how you want it to be and not how you WISH it was. If you want something bad enough, you'lll come close to getting it. If you work hard to get what you want, you'll eventually get it.

Also your happiness derives from what you can accomplish and feel good about it and not what you hope to achieve and failed to get it. Simply put it means if you feel satisfied with every little thing you've accomplished, you can pat yourself on the back and say that you're happy that this is done.

What's my maxim now? Live life to the fullest, with the motive of satisfying oneself as being the fullest.

Everyone's making poems lately. I dunno why. Haha.

Flushed Away Again.

Went to catch flushed away again with amanda, H.P., jy and sl.
Late as usual. Heheh.

Paiseh.

When i went out of the house, the drizzle slowly became a heavy downpour. And my hair looked wet today NOT because of the rain. Haha.

Hmm when i got there, they were like staring at me from the fourth floor as i looked up from the 2nd floor. Buy tickets liao Heng. But got slight probelm, got 1 person the seat not together. So dunno how to settle.
Then the drink thing, amanda was drinking from one of the straw from the drink then pass to me and said if i wanted. Then jy ask me drink the longer straw de then almost drink then amanda shouted "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! THAT'S MY STRAW." si i 0.o ok. DRink other straw which was h.p.'s straw and he look dam chuai tio. So he suggested taking another straw. I did then i drank from the new straw again. Then jy said "since you already drank from that previous straw then why you drink from the new one again?" i was like huh, ok,lol. Didn't realise it. Dam blur.

So later wanted to go into the cinema, budden the usher said, 5 minutes before then can enter. 0.o When go in i think i damd gl. First i go put my feet up in the chair. Then later anyhow sit 'cos thought no one sitting there. Haha. Then later move around alot. OH well watched the show before anyway but can't be so inconsiderate right? So later, finally settle down near h.p. and amanda.

Found out some jokes and details that i didn't get the first time i watched. The singing slugs STILL ROCK. HAHA. Amanda was so cold today, i didn't realise she didn't bring her sweater AND what was worse i didn't see her and she was like trembling while i was wearing my comfy white jacket? Omgawd, i'm such a heartless jerk.

Then later we went jalan jalan again. Amanda wanted to buy a present for her sister. Apparently today's her birthday. Heheh. H.P. bought his jet CD. Then we walked to the bishan arcade then bought bubble tea. xD

Dam sian. Stupid rain then cannot go bishan park play. Then go to this playground/exercise corner to play but dam wet and the things dam sian. So later amanda said she was going home and on the way was upset at _. Haha.

Today i learnt 4 things.

1) Always Be punctual.

2) Always TAKE NOTE when something is wrong.

3) Winning isn't everything. Its through losing that you learn more.

4) I need hair spray.

Lol. Some people are dam pissed and troubled today. I don't know why lately quite a few people are like that. Haix. IS life really that confusing and troubling meh?

Heheheheh

Song of the Day: Driving At Night by Audition

Random Thoughts and Today

Hmm the wax i bought can't keep my hair up. OMGOSH THAT SUCKS.

Looking for work. Yeah.

Maybe i should go more leniently on the people i tease when i go out. I thought i've been rather overboard sometimes but just don't realise it. Walao. I SUCK. ZZZ.

Hmm today, mainly stay at home game. I thrashed AI without wearing my specs when i just woke up this morning. LOL.
Helped ber edit pics. Walao say cannot see diff. I dam bek qek spent like half an hour editing then tell me no diff.
Created a ninja in RO. Also learnt how to use auto counter for knight.

Yep boring day with no thoughts.

Song of the Day: Digital Soul by Audition

Precious

Its a saturday post but my posting *ahem* is well a lil' late.


SATURDAY.

Well woke up kind of early today 'cos i thought there was training today. Almost didn't want to wake up. As i've said, i'm not a morning person. Saw the time was 8.00am when i thought it was 8.30am. Lol. Then while eating breakfast called vincent and asked him if there was training, there wasn't and he sounded kind of groggy haha.

Chatted online and my mum booked the chalet online. OK GUYS. Confirmed on 22-24nov. Try to make these few days free if possible. I've sent emails to everyone already.

Wished mini happy birthday. xD

Then later mini wanted to go out, so i went out with him to watch Flushed Away. Nice animation flick by DreamWorks animation studios. The clay feel was really there and the singing SLUGS ROCK. HAHAHAHA.

Then later mini and i went around looking for gel. First stopped by guardian but i told him i was going ntuc to buy instead cos got linkpoints. So we walked over to ntuc and spent some time debating on the products to buy. Mini bought some gel, i bought gel and wax.

Then i had like a stomach upset so i told mini i was going back to my own home first, so he like said he was going home. So he went home heheh, seemed kind of lonely though. It was his birthday after all. Then went up, quickly made a trip to the toilet and rushed to the bus interchange.

Later for service.

And i ran like almost 800m from the bus-stop which i dropped from. Actually there was a nearer bus-stop but i didn't noticed. Lucky by the time i got to expo, the choir still haven't finish singing so they were still on stage. Thanks to all my cell group friends if not i no seat le. Pai Seh for being late.

Well then it was the start of the week for the arise and build. Timo was well i guess sad cos he like cried after writting down his amount to be donated. Well i didn't really know how much to pledge so throughout the whole service before the time came to pass the buckets, God told me to donate something i feel would contribute to the church, the society, the amount didn't matter. At first i thought i would like to pledge this amount but then after what Pastor Kong told us, if your belonging is not precious to you, God will not find it precious. Its a true test of faith to see if you put God first in your heart or your precious.
But however, once God knows that you find that certain thing precious, he will go no end to bless you and to empower you to be a blessing to other people.

So i guess maybe i abit blur since i just joined like only 3 weeks ago and its almost a month. Hmm, I don't think i'm that as what dino said, "enthu" yet but i try to see if i can overcome that sacrifice and contribute my best to the building fund. The amount must touch me, before it can touch God. Amen.

So after service went to eat at changi as usual. Was suffering a gastric+stomachache combo. Wow. Then went to staff food court to eat again cos the other one at terminal 1 was closed already. Darryn didn't have money left after donating so actually wanted to buy him some food but then no rice left at the sliced fish soup stall. ZZZ. Aw man. Rolland treated him to a drink and he felt dma pai seh. Bernice was noisy, yeah and i tio pinched very hard twice. Ouch. Then later dino do bible study, Bernice went to meet her folks at the airport so the rest of us crap around and rolland was playing the guitar. Nathan took out his mini guitar and i thought it was quite cute haha. Half the size of a normal guitar, ok maybe 3/4. Music people haha.

After dinner took bus home with dino. He dam tired, slept on the bus. I couldn't sleep for some reason. Bus really no space lah. Can't stretch my legs, dam uncomfortable. Oh well.

i think i'll go for service fortnightly after next week.

Song of the Day: Aloha by Cool

Today woke up and put the audi songs in my pod. Yeah. Then faster hurry to school for imedia.
_ seemed dam sad when he was like talking to the photo people and how he told us like he respects _ decision and says whatever we do, the path is chosen by us. Well i never thought he would put it in such a nice way but i guess that's true professionalism.


Then later went to jy's house to play awhile while waiting for min ron, bin, john and jw. Then went j8 with jy walk around. Then later he went to meet sl. Met the some of the imedia peeps at sembawang aahaha. Like one whole group come. Lol.

Tried to ps them two later but failed cos i got seen. Shud have taken the lift on the fourth floor since they on third floor of j8.

Went to meet mini they all in the middle of the rain. Cold and wet.
Then mini was like suaning the height thing. Wa lao dam mean but funny. xD sorry jy.

Hmm went LAN.
Then walk around. Mainly talking.
Orh well time to go. =O

Good Luck to all Sec 2 NPCC Cadets

Good luck to ya' all for your drill tests. And promotion tests and stuff.

I'm not a UG person so i wouldn't know haha.

Reviews and Reflections Part 4

Ok i think i'm going to game lesser. And spend more time on other things like these. xD

2-5

Well i think there are several cliques in our class. It has become clearer to everyone too to which clique they belong to. Well on my assumption here are the following cliques i have spotted:

1) Sporty Crappers
2) Quiet gamers/crappers
3) Emo crappers
4) In-the-spotlight Jokers
5) Others

First one mainly made up of almost all the people in uniform group. The more prominent people in our class. Talk about sports, if not crap alot or talk about school life and the usual.
Mainly: Hubert,Yi Bin, Min Ron, Jun Wei, Vincent, Kwan Hong, Terence, Leonard, John, Jun Liang, Jia Hao, Su Yong, Jason.

Second one is like in class gather together and don't really talk really loud and usually the more unknown people in class. Or the people that don't talk to largely anyone else except their own people. Talks about mainly whatever they discuss in their own group, gaming, religious things, school life etc.
Mainly: Wee Yang, Zi Kai, Guan Yan, Wei Chian, Jia Jin, Jian Zhong, Zhi Quan, Di Long, Robin(sometimes), Benny(sometimes), Timothy, Harold, Wei Rong(sometimes),Alastir, Kun Seng, Chun Xian(uber antisocial)

Third one is usually those people who like silent but pour out huge amounts of emotion in what they say sometimes. Usually the main group that talks about girls, music and yeah the happening. 65% of my time this year was spent here. So i guess i'm officialy part of this clique haha.
Mainly: Darryn, Yan Deng, Jun Yong, Da Wei(joins us cos of jun yong and JOKES ALOT), Jason(sometimes), Yin Zheng, Robin, Wei Rong, Woon Ngiap.

Fourth one can be made up of the first and third groups people haha. These people are usually the one that running around class, bullying someone or running away from their prosecutors. xD
Mainly: Jun Wei, Jia Jin, Min Ron(sometimes), Vincent, Da Wei(sometimes), Kwan Hong, Jason, Darryn(sometimes), Leonard, Jun Yong.

Fifth one well, are those outcasts or dun belong to a group sometimes. Also sometimes those that prefer solitare, or get dao'ed by people.
Mainly: Dennis, George, Chu Xian, Robin(sometimes), Benny(sometimes), Yin Zheng(sometimes).

Religions

Well so far i been under the influence of many religions. xD

Main one is christianity. Well thanks to timo and darryn and everyone from cell group. I find it interesting.

And now i just discover one more today: Satanism.

Well ok first impression that people have in mind is that its evil. Well with reference to skye's blog, are the rules of satanism. None promote the existence of the devil nor god.

Dun flame me for that. xD

"So Others May Live"

That's the motto of the United States Coast Guard.

Today woke up at 9.45 but went to sleep again till 10.30. Quickly woke up, eat breakfast dress etc. Then went out. Jw pester me on the phone how to download ro. Lol talk to him can die lah.

Took train to orchard. Coincedence me and nicole were on the same train. Met hua peng, deddy and amanda at seoul's garden which me and nicole took like 5 min plus to find. Then went to basement to eat. Wah, city people really can spend. xD

Went to vivo after lunch. Made everyone miss train cos i went to top up my card. Paiseh.

Walked around and then went to GV to buy tickets for The Guardian. Then later we decided to go skypark. Went outside. The view was nice. Then amanda decided to go into this like dam shallow pond then like keep want us to follow her. But like so cold only she went in. Then later walk around carrying her shoes in her hands. Lol.

I still don't get it, the snowman out there in the sun won't melt meh?
I mean like the display is stupid cos even if you want to decorate it in a christmas mood, you should at least put the snowman in the shopping mall cos in reality a snowman can't stay out that long in the sun.

Then went jalan jalan again. Saw this like play field so the girls like screaming "let's go play!" then i like hook my hands around the door then they never realise and push. Ouch.

Then there was this ring thing that was similiar to the one in bishan park. Just that it was much lower and smaller and there was a hole in the middle. Like a huge letter 'o'. Then amanda, nicole and me tried to get the thing going so can play with it. But can't, no momentum and too short then all our legs like touched the ground and slowed it. Hua peng and deddy just stand by and watched. Lol.

Then go this round thing. No handles or anything. To train balance then the thing can rotate and bounce somemore. At first amanda tried it then like say dam scary cos the thing anyhow move. Climb up liao then got people go disturb her then faster jump off. Then nicole tried, slowly climb on top then also jump off after while dam scared. I tried. THEN actually CAN balance. THEN duno who go push me then i like spin 1 round the fall down. But not pain cos the floor not that hard and i fall off like on my legs then drop down. Then later amanda tried the second time. LOL then deddy go push abit then she like suddenly leap forard and fell down. She fall was actual fall so like more pain i guess. Then they went to play two more things. One was like a see-saw but can jump very high. The other i duno like what but i know very stupid only.

Went toys-r-us after that. Play with alot of thing. I guess not alot lah. Just a few things. Deddy's dam funny. He took this skeleton which was like a spider then like asking what is it? Then suddenly jab it forward in amanda's face then she like chuai tio and move back. Lol. Then nicole was hugging this huge dog which costs like $100??
So later play until almost time to go watch movie.

I smuggled a super big gulp inside the theatre. xDDD

The Guardian was a nice show. Quite emo at some parts. I personally feel that the camera shots sometimes were blur and not up to standard but largely ok. Quite funny too. I hardly touched the popcorn during the movie. 3 pieces. Lol. Quite cold. Must buy jacket lar. Then amanda cried during the emo part. Hua peng said the movie was kind of predictable. Deddy said there were alot of special effects in the movie.

After that we all took the train home.

Rating for The Guardian? 3.5/5 stars.

And the motto came from the show. Yeah.

Holidays at last

PAst few days, blogger has been well...
Well it is the holidays and the past few days well have been rather eventful.

Friday i went for cell group meeting. When we were playing blow wind blow, there was this resident living just below where the flat was located and came up to complain about the noise. So we stopped. Awww. Well i think rather lot from the meeting.

Sat was slack. Whole day gaming at home. Played bball with my cousin. His jump shot dam zai. 3 point jump shot also can go in. Zai bo.

Sunday went CHC waked up like 8am in the morning. I'm definitely not a morning person. Then i thought i would be late but managed to make it in time with 15 minutes to spare. Next time dun buy drink for dino le.
Service was wow as usual. Also learnt alot.
Then went pasir ris with dino and went to survey the chalet place. Then also we went to look inside wild wild wet cos dino never see before. Wanted to hi-fi the people riding on the skyliner. Haha.

Today. Well waked up with the thought in mind to play. Then afternoon went LAN with wr,bin,mini and jw. Kena PAWNED. Lol.

Tomorrow, well i'm going out. Hope its someway meaningful. Everyone from my class i guess still in the missing2-5 mood.

I've just made a realisation.

This blog's initial title was 2-5.

Yeah so its been 6 months since i created this blog.

It has been a great 6 months recording everything that has been happening since.

But now i may decide to drop this blog. And go on to a new one.

Or continue. A dilema? Very well so.


Adapted from westlife's Queen of My Heart
I'll always look back
as i walk away.
These memories will last
for eternity.
And all of our tears
will be lost in the rain.
I'll find my way back
to 2-5 again.
But until that day,
you know you are
The best class ever.

Reviews and Reflections Part 3

Clavence - Ok. Just know him recently only. Likes to gl mini and jy.

You Cai - Know him also through mini. Funny guy.

More Recent People i just know.

Nathan - From cell group. Cool guy, easy going.

Rolland - Also cell group. Got mixed up with Caleb initially haha. Tennis player, looks like kendrick and easy going also.

Caleb - Joker of the group with the complete with the suanningonpurpose attitude.

Samuel - Timo's bro. Quiet guy but talkable. So far.

Nicholas - Joined CHC the same week as me. I'm guessing friends with nathan and samuel.

Celine - Just known. Sporty. Laughs easily. Cheerful and i'm guessing slightly emo.

Samantha - Tennis player. Sporty too. Nice person to talk to.

Jerry - Pro guitarist. I guess i don't really know much about him other than that.

Ho Yin - Guessed wrongly his age 3 times. Haha nice guy to talk to.


Hmm so now i guess that's the list. I think i'll be adding more after some time as soon as i can think of more people haha.

Well i think its time for a reflection on 2-5.

I still remember when at the start of the year, i didn't comb my hair, i didn't pack my bag can came to school. SAw all the familiar faces. Most of us were sleepy cos we over-timed our holidays. Well then came the news that 3 people were going to be whisked away to 2-9. Aw man.

Well i thought. Die liao lor.

Fortunately, we have 2 great people to step up to the place of replacing robin and norman at being chairman.

Yes and they have done a terrific job at managing such a class as ours. Haha.

Bonding has always been one of our class strong points and incomparable(sorry jason) to no other class in the whole of the sec 2level. But now i still feel that the bond is not formed to help bind our class spirit. Is mainly formed by the enduring friendships that have lasted over the storms we have passed.

This year however, there has been a significant change in terms of class spirit. Everyone can now at least try their very best to find a belonging to 2-5. Realising that its never just about themselves. The time to change was prominent.

And you can see many changed personalities over these 2 years. Notably Hubert, Jun Wei, Alastir and Yin Zheng.

Remember the incident at the j8 staircase?

How about the one at the hawkerway coffeeshop when the siao kia came and interrupted us when we were eating?

And also who could forget the time spent in class, running about, chasing each other, throwing files, books, plastercine and taupoking people.

There is really no other way to describe 2-5.

Thank you for all the memories.
Thank you for all the good times.
Thank you also for all the bad times =P
Thank you for all the support you've given to everyone.
Thank you for helping each and everyone of us become a better individual.

Yes i love you all and sincerely hope, wish and pray that we all will try to remain as close as possibly.

Thank you 2-5.


As we go on.

we remember,

all the times we,

had together.

And as our lives change,

come whatever,

we will still be,

friends forever.

Reviews and Reflections Part 2

Yeah continued.

Other friends i've made.

Amanda - Hmm. Ok my GREAT sis. Talkative. Sensitive. Emotional.

Nicole - So far a good friend. Yeah andandand likes tototo typetype this wayway too.

Jan - Don't really know much about her. Just that amusingly found out that she's from ai tong too.

Rong Xian - At times a really irritating junior but nevertheless a nice guy.

Mitchell - Noisy at times. But ok lah. Not bad, at least he felt a belonging to imedia.

Jasyln - Well chat online and saw her a few times on the bus but she dunno. That's all lol.

Grace - Hmm target of prankcall once by my friends. xD sorry grace. Sg idol enthusiasist.

Shih Qian - Know better. Wah working worhx. Dun worry next month i also working haha.

Bryan Tan - Yep same old good ol' bryan. Very nice guy.

Ian - Heheh. Good pal of ex - 4a 2002'. My GM and also a good buddy. Matured fast haha.

Andrew - Oh yeah the joker of my tuition class. Haha firm believer in what he does.

Leon - Joker of my tuition class also. MAKES LOUD NOISES.

Eng Teck - Oh yeah know him better this year. Wise one. Haha.

Peck Hui - Yes, eng teck's lil sis. Talk more this year. Oh yeah got some dam qiao meetings. Haha.

Michael - Initially when i knew him, i kept spelling his name wrongly. Good pal to be with. Hou Leng Mou.


Will add more at a later time. Have to do something for mini now. Haha. Oh yeah when i think of who i should write about, the next person who comes after him/her is usually linked in some manner or another. Kekeke.

Random

------------------APRIL-------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

Found this in a mail from one of my friends. Haha does that fit me?

Reviews and Reflections Part 1

Hmm time to make some reflections for the year on - FRIENDS!

Liang - Still my best bud as usual. Tok more crap. Do more stupid things. Play more basketball. JOKER cum crapper

Bin - Same feeling. Though it scares me sometimes that we may drift. Luckily its just me who felt so. Yup. Still buds.

Jason - Hmm. More opinions changed about him. Not the narcissistic person i used to know. More sporty. Yeah like him. Crapper.

Yin Zheng - Ok major build-up. Knew him better this year. Hardly knew him last year well maybe near the end of the year. NEVER SMACK HIS HEAD. LOL. FUNNY CRAPPER.

Harold - Teh drummer. Zai kia at music. Lame SOCOLD crapper.

Wee Yang - Hmm still the same lah. Still good buds. Most people don't know that.

Zi Kai - Know also abit better. Lamer/violent/smart. Haha.

Woon - Gangster! Jkin. Ok know more of him too. Cos always around darryn. Hmm, like to cao pei people when kanna cao pei. Haha. Get slapped upon alot too.

Darryn - Hmm. Know alot more. Part of my emo side of me support. Nice guy. Good frends with bert. Hmm get Kham by us alot too. Haha.

Yan Deng - 2nd out of 3rd part of my emo support. Know him ALOT better this year. Sporting, passionate. Yeah. I love chocolate too. Dun GL me when you see this, dun gimme what fish thing. Crapper.

Jun Yong - Know more of him too. Last was just go his house play only. Now know the emo side of him better. 3rd part of my emo support. Crapper. Bo liao kia.

Da Wei - Just joined our class this year, but making fast friends with everyone due to his clownning around and basketball prowess. Funny guy. MIGHT CONSIDER AVOIDING IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO CERTAIN PERSONAL SUBJECTS. lol. Major Crapper

Jia Jin - Total dao him this year. Cos of the proj. work thing. Reconcilation was never an option.

Vincent - Ok. I thought he was dam attract-attention when he first came in. But outside class time, he's nice.

Su Yong - REALLY nice guy. Good too, talked to him more often this year. Yeah forgot to ask for your mp3 on friday haha. Crap sometimes.

John - Talked more. Getting to know abit of him only. Kind of emo at times and if not is just your average aries. Loving fun and music.

Alastir - Know more this year also. Talk mainly on the net. Face to face seldom. Ok person. Smart and wise too.

Kun Seng - Someone who also jsut joined our class. DAM GL as in a good way. Haha. Dam zai too. Crapper

Wei Rong - Know better also. Seen his emo side. Better friends now. Lame BUT okslightlyfunny crapper.

Terence - Ok this year, get to know more abt him, in a notsogood way. Now dislike him but just try to co-exist with him. Lame crapper withoutlinksanddosen'tknowitseemssoextra.

Leonard - Know more also. Fun-loving guy. Gets into fights easily, sometimes overly serious. Fellow arian.

Jun Wei - Know better. Reluctant to change but will. Good bowler, more enthusiastic in what he does now. Not slacker anymore haha. Crapper. Bageina. Lol.

Kwan Hong - Without a doubt the biggest joker in class when he's not sleeping. Make straightforward comments that's either really comical or just dumb. In any fact what he does is always comical 90% of the time. Haha. JOKER.

Min Ron - Hmm. Know better also. Seen emo side also. Good study buddy. Always coping info haha. Has the i'maprefectbutidon'tactlikeonecosalliwantarejustthepointandlikethat'ssozai type of personality. lol. Crapper.

Hubert - Well all i can say is totally different from the hubert we know last year. I think the haircut incident changed in alot. Now has certain priorities he can't afford to give up to play basketball with us. I just don't know hubert now.

Timothy - Nice guy, crapper with attitude. Enthusiasiist in his church i guess haha.

Edmund - Know abit also. But don't really know much. Like to pangseh haha.

Guan Yan - Ok lah. Still got funny habit.

Wei Chian - No comments.

Di Long - No comments.

Zhi Quan - No comments.

Jian Zhong - No comments.

Benny - Ok. Can talk to. Mix with robin alot this year. Crapper

Robin - Know more about him too. Slight emo and bochapbutifcarecandomanythings attitude. Haha. I'M STILL WAITING. Crapper

Chun Xian - No comments.

Dennis - Ok larh. Irritating at times. Yeah should cool it at times.

Glennson - No comments.

George - Not bad guy. But well weird at times.

Jia Hao - Seen emo side of him but didn't talk to him much. Crapper cum Joker

Well i think that settles my personal opinions of the people in my class. Maybe if you see this and don't quite agree with what i've put there, i've already said ITS MY OPINION.

Here's to the people outside class:

Manfred - Nice guy. SOCIALBLE. Music are all the fad.

Paris - Know him better during CHMA and tuition. Nice. Pro Jugger. A lil' too straight forward sometimes.

Jun Wen - Talked more. But still largely unknown to me.

Henry - Yeah nice guy. Looks nice with specs and demonic under a flashlight haha. Gothic? i don't know. Haha.

Yu Hung - Nice. A lil' over-emo sometimes. Joker

Ceph - Kind of late to know him haha. Hardtospellnamewithanicepersonalityandthemasterofgirlsandvideoeditingtechniques. 'nuff said.

Hua Peng - Got to know him better in later half of year. Nice guy who likes to guai lan me during meetings haha.

Jit Hin - Punk. Haha. Theguywhosafraidofshocknotghosts haha.

Sheng Rui - The damzaistagecrew guy who has thewtfduncareandrandomfuckshouts with the damzaiprolikeguitar skills.

Ervin - Don't really know alot bout him but nice so far. Good potential and puts his soul in everything he does. Funny laugh.

I think all these are just really short and brief reflections on the people i've known this year. Will continue tomorrow. Its 2.20am now haha.

Church!

Today was fun.

First woke up kind of sleepy mood. Head not clear. Then skye call me meet what time. Then i say 11.20 lor. Ask me tell dino and deng.

I reach there at 12. Zai right.

What's more zai that when we got in, just after 1 ad, the movie started.

Though i'm late, i know my timing rox. Haha. JKIN.


Death Note was erm i don't know. Kind of boring in a way and intersting in a way. L. Ryusaki looked dam funny. Dark eyelashing. Then Light was funny-looking, not like comic version but the death god looked really good animated.

Well overall i'll give 3 stars.

Then after movie. Went to long john to eat and crap about. Suaning, crapping, the usual. Double fries+2 pc chicken+drink. Deng buy the fish the drink dam small. Then he ask we upsize isit? Then like no. Lol. Had 5 packets worth of chilli with food. ALOT.

Went arcade after eating. Met robin there haha. Always there one. Then we playing the basketball game. The arcade at bishan the basketball machine not so good. Too short liao the celing. Wanted to play drums, BUT no time and i abit paiseh scared kanna thrash lol. Then later dam funny when we play bishi bashi, me and skye same round out. MACHINE CHEAT!! lol.

Deng went home early. Haha he lived quite far so nvm.


Then me and darryn went his church. Took mrt then crap alot. Then later when reach expo. DAM BIG. When walk inside. I tot i walked inside a concert hall. Lol. ALOT OF ENERGY.
Yeah its so different. Maybe i'm not one to judge since i'm not christian and don't really understand the religion very well. But its well kind of appealing in a way.

Yeah made some new friends today. Timo says i'm sociable? Haha i duno but if true that that's one goal down. Speaking of which, i don't know if my double science goal will come true. I hope i've made it.

Hmm dino slightly moody today. Cos of smthn. Dun sad lah hor. Still got many people care about you leh.

2-5 Chalet

Chalet thing to be confirmed as soon as there's enough people going.

Choose:

1) 2 day 1 nite
2) 2 dat 2 nite
3) 3 day 2 nite

Choose:

1) BBQ food
2) Potluck
3) Go downtown east to settle meals.

Choose:

1) Water Bomb
2) Escape
3) Wild Wild Wet
4) Bowling
5) Lan/Xbox

Night activities free time lah. Watch movie play mahjong or crap around. Faster tell me what you guys prefer through email, msn or tag me. TY

Dazed.

I'm dazed today.
And it's not because of the haze.

Morning totally stone. Keep thinking about yesterday.

Argh. Why does this has to happen.

IT was ok, mr wee talked to us about some really important issues. Wad a cool guy he is.
Maths got lesson. Again can't finish, tomorrow got maths remedial 'cos of that. But she say if tomorrow she can complete it, then got free period all the way YEAH.

Ouch. Deng, dam you.

Watched part of aminityvile horror. DAM SCARY show. Even more so than saw. I watch then dam humji dun want watch cos seriously dam scary for an NC 16 show. Go play worms with liang again =P
Oh yeah got 1 part when the suspense building up, then got the loud noise part i go hit bin's shoulder's from the back then he REALLY chuai tio dam like dam scared like that then i laugh and INSTANTLY stomach cramp. LOL.
I'm evil.

Even more zai part comes next. Someone zham the ball and hit the fan just above me, deng,liang that area. WHAM! DAM LOUD. We all chuai tio like what suddenly like dam loud noise like that. Then see one of the fan the blade tio bent like siao then shaking here shaking there like that. Wtf lah.

Dam zai. Somemore got bio O' level test downstairs at the bio labs.Ms _ came up and check then want us all go outside stand. Then all stand there till mr ng's period. Then went back in class. WTF. Last year also got someone play ball then zham the fan blade oso. SAME DATE TOO.

How's that for coincedence.

Stuff today.

Other than the major thing i found out today. Here's what happened today:

Morning Chi period slack, jw, eddy and bin ask me draw the art pics for them. I also chionged bert pics in the morining cos the nite before i didn't do.

Then later cheang period. Cos she using laptop to do work, so me, jy and benny went OUT OF SCHOOL and went to jy's hse to collect his laptop. Best part was security guard didn't mention a thing.

ZAIZAI

Then later we continued watching ultraviolet, but didn't watch finish cos short on time. And i failed lit/english. 49.

Haix.


After recess, got back science. 62. Phew but dam disappointed. Can't even get a b3. Wtf i suck bigtime. SAdness.

Maths. Free Period. Yay! me, deng and liang crapping alot. Jason dam sad. Then me and liang play worms. Woot dam fun we keep missing. Lol. Then later CBY kp me and jy. haha.

Aseembly. Unexpectedly funny. Dam joker some of the speakers. Had this english speaking compeition. But the winner totally expected. The IMBA sec 3 guy Kristiano Ang. He's the one with his own magazine. Debate CCA somemore. LOL.

Stayed in class to finish art. Yea i didn't do my own designs yet although i helped finished for others. I'm nice ok. Then went for iMedia meeting. Found out 1 bad news.

Then 2.

Wtf is wrong man.

Despair.

_ leaving the school. We're all really sad.

What else could possibly turn everyone's day downhill then such grave news?

What's even worse?

Photog's rumored to be splitting away.

That's shit.

I don't want to be some two-timing backstabbing bootlicker that runs from the sinking ship as soon as the captain is gone.

Now what?

I'm caught in the middle. Yet again.

What to do?

I hate being caught in the middle. Its not nice. Confusion.
Its just a small matter, why blow it up till it becomes like that?
I mean everyone's in the same school for crying out loud. Is it so hard to see eye to eye over a simple matter like MAPHACKING.
Now that's shit.

Putting other people into a dilema just becos' of your actions is a really stupid thing to do.
Put your pride aside. Convince the opposing party. Now look what you've done.

Jumping into conclusions. That's the worst part. That's what tripped off this entire chain. Assumption, is never good. People are always too smart for their own good.
Patience is another key point. I do admit lately patience has been not too common a sight in school. Perharps its just the stress. But what people say and mean are two entirely different things.

Trouble is going to brew, so is hostility.

And its only 1 week until the holidays.

I'm not putting the blame on anyone. I just wish i knew what was going better.

This is last of illusions,
This is the final trace of innocence.
If i'm caught in the middle,
I know it'll be the end of me.


What will happen, all i know is, its not going to be nice.

Got back papers.

Got back geog, maths and chinese.

Chinese overall: 52
Maths " : 82
Geog " : 67

Life

Life is unfair at times. Full of hatred, despair and loneliness.

It can be fun too.

Don't think that life's not worth living just because of one small mistake or a minor screw-up. When you compare it to the time ahead of you, it can be made so insignificant that you just simply stop to think how you ever got stuck in the first place.
Never give up on yourself, don't despair. When you're lonely, call a friend. Place your trust in someone you know you can confide into. Let your probelms pour. It relieves you.

Ok maybe some people think i'm too like tryingtobesoprofessionalatgivingadvice.

That's not the point.

I'm just trying to cheer people up. Not everyone's gotten the grade they wanted or truely deserved.

Last few days was just PLAYING GAMING WOOHOO.

Here's something interesting, brought up by robin and wei rong, as well as benny.



Yeah that's about it.

I still can't use earthshaker well.

Exam's done with!

Yeah woohoo exams are FINALLY OVER.

SO many things to do.

After maths went dhoby gaut to play with da wei's clan. Totally owned cos we no co-ord.

After that went xin tian de to find bin to get back my ball. Ignored _ . Blame me for making them think that xin tian de got space. Like so don't have i only said i called to check if deng they all are going home. Then can take over.

Went to eat at bishan kopitiam with dino, deng and alas. Then went to play bbal at the kwan hong house there the court. Dam deserted.

Had to rush then for tuition. Amanda and nicole kept msg/calling me to hurry back. I LIKE DAO lah. Omg i'm dam selfish larhx. Some friend i am...

So faster chiong to salvation, lucky deng taking cab then drop me on the way. When i reach inside, then nicole wanted change 'cos she only got notes so i reach inside my pocket and found out MY WALLET WAS STILL AT THE COURT.

Omg so i ran there all the way. Got stitch. Got muscle cramp. Bo bian i scared my wallet tio cope. Lucky LUCKY still there when i reached there.

Haix. Selfish lil me. I outta die.

Does this work?

Ok maths is the last paper tomorrow.

So delirious. Cannot concentrate, must clear mind tomorrow morning so clearer and can concentrate.

Going LAN. Dw say want one. Bo bian dun want pangseh. I'm confirmed late nicole. Sorry.

After exam its gonna a movie marathon in class!

CBY haven't give us the go yet though. We'll make her ;P

Lots of planning to do after exam. End of year class chalet. Oh yeah.

I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER.

Good luck to the rest who are still having their exams. =D

Short post.

Teo visited us three times today.

Lol. Scold our class. Want us study xD

Checked geog mock test, i think i screwed up real bad even though we haven't got back our papers yet.

Tomorrow's geog and science and i'm deeply worried. I just hope it seriously all dosen't fall apart.

Maybe i'll end up being the one drifting away from you guys.

I don't want that to happen.

Neither do i want that to happen to any of you.

........................................................................................................................

Bustonceitssooveritsgonnabesorelaxing. Takesalot off.

Hmm.

Maybe PON tuition on thurs haha.

Song of the Day: When it all falls apart by The Veronicas.

Ok new skin. I'm akin to any comments. Gotta go now. Go setup my mini test for myself on geo.

RADIOBLOGSKIN ROCKS.

And my blog can't be right clicked upon. How cool is that =D

I think i've got to change my skin. Everything looks so squashed together. But everytime i have to change skin there's lots of editing to do.

Yeah also the chatbox: 1) hard to find 2) It dosen't auto refresh

Music dosen't continue playing. In a way that's good.

Oh yeah and the title dosen't show.

The plus points however is that the skin design is really nice.



Blink 182's breaking up. Awww. The drummer's i forgot whathisname got pissed with the founder of the band over some erwhatyoucallthat issues related with money. Forgot the word. The drummer's awesome.


More updates on today.

Harold plays smoke on water on the guitar. HOW COOL IS THAT. He's a drummer too. Dam zai.
Dennis was soft today. Really soft. Even i can't hear when i was standing next to the amp.

Gotta go look for a drumming course. The probelm now is how are the drums gonna fit into my room. Eng Teck suggested getting the electronic kind. Lols. $1200 without amp. That's real cheap.

Skye i think that i realrealrealreally found my trademark. Haha.

Wateched ultraviolet. Nice flick with ok plot. Full of action, that's all i will say.
3.5/5 stars.

Geog and science is on wed. Urgh science is gonna be killer. Don't know how. Geog scared mapwork.

Today before maths during cheang period(free period dam song) jia jin tio gang till dam funny. Then someone go hide his bottle lol.

Then when chow come in i go hide behind jason. Jason sitting at the back of the class then his chair he sit dam near bin. Then i hide behind them during chow lesson. Haha. Chow nvr notice for 30 min. Then later i see her giving out worksheets then i faster wait for her to turn around then i go back my seat, which is just beside jason. lol. Dam bo liao.

Then mr. ong speed alot of things. Got some answers no time copy down.

After school crap around in canteen. Had an 'aitong' chat with wei jie and bryan. Sorry deng poor thing sit there listen haha.

Then when me and deng walking to library, he pei me return books. Then on the way cos i think i seriously nothing better to do then when we walk past like some girls on the other side of the road, i shouted "CHIOBU!!"

The dam funny thing was, a group of people walking in front of us turn around and look at us. Then behind us got someone shout "TIAM LAH!"

Deng was like so wtf when i did that and when he saw the responses we got. Laughing lol.
The Veronicas, M2M rock my socks.

Song of the Day: 4ever by the Veronicas.