When I'm Gone

I think my last post was too vague.

Everybody say 'vague'.

My cousin says i can be a pastor. I was wtf, wait 10 years also cannot.

I've been offline for a week. And now its the start if a new month. And its 1 month to the end of the year.

Expect more resoulutions and reflections in my posts.

I'm deeply saddenned. And i miss somebody. Someone dearly.

I don't really think its appropriate to blog it here.

So i won't.


Its really sad.

Try these words. They mean something to me now.

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back

I'm feeling real screwed.

Anyway just wanted to wish 2 of my good pals:

Have a safe trip to korea, Robin!

Have a safe trip to Los Angeles, Amanda!

Take care friend, its gotta be cold in those places so don't restrain yourselfs.




After blog hopping, i realised more people are going overseas than i thought.

Here's one to Hubert too,

Have a safe trip to Japan, Hubert!


Well i still feel:

Lost, Melancholic, Slightly Depressed, Confunsed, Uptight

Basically a heavy dose of sadness,regret and confusion mixed into a deadly potion.

And i had to take a full bottle of it.