I'm totally in 'wow' or 'past CHMA mood' now. Missing it already!! Its only 48 hours ago!
Sigh. Totally hyped up for next year's.

Today nothing really happened, didn't go out today except for tuition, (2 in a row). Wee called mie today and we chatted like for abt half and hour. My mum thinks that just 'cos we dun talk in front of her means that we aren't friends but i guess she just donsen't understand that even thought we don't talk, we are still great friends. DOWNLOADED hellish loads of songs. Finally got Smoke On Water but its still soft then compared to CHMA version. P.I.J YOU TOTALLY TOOK THE HOUSE DOWN WOOO!!!

Chatted crap with liang and timon today. Found out that dennis had a blog like omg. Just visited it and felt not bad a blog. Mini called me for LAN today but said was bz 'cos of tuition, unless he wanted to wait which he didn't 'cos wee and my mum saw him, jason and benny playing today lolx.

Gawd thought about courage today. Felt that i wasn't courageous in any sense. Now confused over the defination but still ( SOMEHOW ) managed to conclude that courage isn't the will to do what no one dares to do, but rather the will to face what others choose to shun. I know it sounds all kind of confusing and i don't know how my 'lil head thinks up all this crap in like a short span of time. But reflecting on it( yes i know i sound abit like you 'cos i saw your blog yesterday), it made some sense. Haha.

Mini said last friday that i was DAM good at impromtu. Made me sound like I'm a master at it in my class. Well i won't say i'm really good, 'cos there just might be people better than me in class just that i opened up earlier than them. All i think myself to be is that i'm comfortable on stage, or infront of others. Natural actor? Don't know about that. Think mini also got potential, just that he not showing it lolx. His language campability is like way better than me lah.

Thought of learning three new things. Shan't reveal all but maybe two.
1) Learn to play drums
2) Learn to play electirc guitar

Feng heng is a really good guitarist lah. I hoped i didn't screw it up for him during CHMA cos his guitar sounded horrible. Still don't know if its my fault or not. But if it is. I'm really sorry.


Song of the Day: Cliffs of Dover by Feng Heng's Band(sorry forgot the name)
Oriingianlly by Eric Johnson

Saying/Thought of the Day: Courage isn't the will to do what no one dares to do, but rather the will to face what others choose to shun.

YEAH CHMA WAS HELL-O-VA SUCESS

I FELT TOTALLY SICK WHEN I CAME TO SCHOOL. Real nasueus and giddy since flag-raising but i told myself i couldn't fall sick for chma, not when i didn't even attend last year's. Plus got a real harsh scolding from davore lim early in the morning for not going for photoshoot for excel fest and blahblahblah get some trainee to replace who hasn't even learnt anything blah blah blah but i din let that spoil my mood for chma. Not even my really bad stomache.
Hours before the concert i took time to sleep, to rest. Sung rui asked me to go studio to rest awhile after he found out. After about 1hr++ sleep time. Felt abit better. Then during rehearsal also slept while the vocalists performed. I can't believe how much just 1 hr plus of sleep can do. Its amazing i felt like totally refreshed.
Totally did not screw up for chma. Only two, ONLY TWO major screw-ups through out the whole show. The concert itself can't be described in words. Those of you who went couldn't agree more. Those did missed it, oh well there's always next year. BUT, don't fret, there is the dvd, and i'm getting it so all you guys who missed it GET TO WATCH IT FOR FREE 'COS I'M PAYING =D


Today slept dam long. From about 1am to 2.50pm omg? Dam exhausted 'cos of the bestestconcertoftheyear. Went for tuition at 4.50pm and SAW GENA FROM MY PRI 4 CLASS. At first thought she looked like dam familiar, already got hunch. Then later the teacher confirmed my hunch. So wanted to get her contact after class but then she was the first to like leave class then almost caught up to her then she went to toilet -_-ll so bo bian. Doubt if can see her next time les. Very hard to find back my previous 4A class contacts. Haix. MUST HAVE BACK-UP plan next time.

Congrats to all winners AND contestants of CHMA 2006' . Wishing all sec 4s of imedia and cat high alike, good luck for O' Levels!!

Thought of the day: MUST HAVE BACK UP PLANS.

Song of the day: SMOKE ON WATER (WOOOOOO)

Yesterday had CHMA rehearsal. Fcuking screwed up the roland stand. Dammit again i screwed it, again. Very bad rehearsal yesterday, screwed quite alot of things up.
Plus got kp'ed by Ong and CBY. Ong made us pump 'cos we nvr hand in ws and practical book. Like i was going to hand up 'cos the week before i din't bring and no one said had to hand up before his period, then before he made us pump, me, bin and zikai wanted to pass up then he said hand up after school. Then after that tio pump.
After that suppose to go find CBY and do maths outside staff room. Then me and skye and roc and zheng went canteen eat and do. Then when me and skye finish then went to find CBY. Then she kp us say alot of crap then ask us to write some letter to explain some stuff. Then we were like fcuk actually planned to go skye's house and watch him own jw one on one lol. Then later skye write finish first so went to hand up, then roc go find for him then when CBY came to door roc go run away lols. Then when skye was in, roc go make some comments about CBY. Then i went in to find her, then i went in and gave the letter then she said "Ask robin to come in". So i was like huh? Anyway called roc in. Then CBY asked me to go out after she started to scold roc. Like wtf la. Definitely PMS. Then later when we walk to skye's house robin was imitatin CBY in an annoying voice.(questions CBY, answers roc)
"Why you said those things about me?" "Er..I'm sorry, Things just slip out of my tongue"
"Can you stop moving around in class and listen?" "Oh okay. Sorry"
"Why you got tuition don't need to listen huh? "Ya i got 2"

LOL DAM FUNNY LAH WHAT THE HELL

Then today after school, saras came to our class and kp me and king kong cos we were like running around the class chasing each other then was like OMG WTF HOW SHE SAW THAT. But din really care much. Still had to finish CBY's graphs dammit i hate graphs. DAM TROUBLESOME URRGGHHH
Then went for tech run and sung rui was really kind of pissed. Me and zheng reached studio then zhao go eat. Bought food settle down then suddennly JJ come sit beside us. Then when he went to buy drinks i go cope one of his potato wedges. Then i ate half and passed to zheng then he purposely show JJ then go eat. Dam Bad lah but is JJ so like we dun care. Then when he came to the table he was like "Fuck la melvin go cope my wedges u chee bye na bei" Then i like keep quiet la daoing him. Then he continue scolding me say "stupid la you" then i replied "If i'm so stupid why you still sitting with me" lols then he never answer. Then he demanded i give him part of my yam cake so i took the smallest of the thirds then wan give him then purposely break into half and said "oops". Then take the bigger of the two and show to him with my chopsticks then i go put inside my mouth. I'M DAM BAD =) then took the other half piece and gave him then he bo kp liaox. Then zheng went to buy drink then we pang seh and went studio where they already set up drums. uh oh.
Then brought everything out, did setting up. Then one of the tables that was supposed to use for roland( Electirc Keyboard) then i put my drink on top cos i din know. Thensung rui go put it on the ledge on top of the modern dance room the door so after i finish miking up drums i turned and said"Eh where's my drink?" then he went " Oh so that's your drink?" which was real comical lol. Then the tech run went on. I DROPPED the roland stand again OMG. Then learnt another new way to carry the stand. Then i think qi quan came and he saw like we were dam kind of slow so he wanted to test us on basics. Walking on stage, setup of mike w/o wiring. Then he saw like the cables keep getting tangled then like sr went like " You'll dunno how to fcuking coil the wires IS IT?!?!"
Then Qi Quan start from basics like see how fast we can coil wire and got mistakes anot. So was like wasted about 10-20min doing that. Then later we did the whole rehearsal over again. Was technical run so NO vocalists, NO bands and NO instrumentals. Then had to clear the stage in like 30 seconds. The 1st was quite smooth cept was rather noisy and two mike stands left in the middle and no one take till me and ervin went out to collect them. Then the second time screwed up big time 'cos dropped the table tennis table. The third time DROPED THE BLOODY TABLE AGAIN. OMG LA. NOT only me and zheng drop, shan wei that side also got 1 dropped. Then restarted everything again. Lucky din't drop again. Quite smooth. Timing of 28++secs with 2 man short which in Qi Quan's terms not bad or rather "fantastic" as he said which was kind of uplifting for us i guess.
Then walked home after sat mrt with zheng. Then we were like walking past the school and then zehng was like shaking his bubble tea de drink then the straw shake shake shake then DROP OUT. I faster swallowed what i was drinking then LAUGHED DAM FREAKING LOUD. DAM HILARIOUS LAH. Was like walking walking walking then shake shake shake then OOPS I DROPPED MY STRAW. LOL. Then later we passed by the bus stop near our school then i shot in my drink then like zheng never wait for me so i purposely walk slowly, then he was like on the phone for awhile then he went to like on side of the pathway the look to his right then look back and i think hung up then he was like the 'diao' kind of look. Then he walk up to me and say " You purposely walk slow cos you saw me walking fast right?" so i went "Ya." Then he go make the sign at me lol.
While walking home i knew my shoelace was untied so like i was lazy to stop and tie it so there was this guy who came to me and told me that my shoelace was untied so i like answered "Ya i know" after like thinking about it i should have said thank you instead of replying like some stuck-up bastard. Looks like i've got another thing to add on my to-change list.

Song of the day: Tian Hui by S.H.E

Saying/Thought of the day: Can't really remember the oringinal so use a stand in one : Saying "thank you" and "please" can really make someone feel better or appreciated.

Watched pirates today(half of it actually 'cos the first part watched at school before). Totally rocked. Though somehow i still found it a 'lil bland. Very nice costumes.

Played a few games today. Skye can't use pudge properly yet, but he sure can use sand king better than last time. Pawned me when i used bone today.

Still confused about some things. Felt that i wasn't fickle. Used to think i was. Its 'cos i tend to look at things from a different perspective from others so its like when i set out to do something usually take longer 'cos i find other ways of doing it than rather doing it the way most people do. Call me eccentric but i guess that's how i am.

I also don't listen much to advice, but i do take it in step by step. Maybe because of the fact that i keep hearing the same thing over and over and over again. Nagging definitely sets me off. Everytime someone nags at me, my first train of thought would be "Tell me something else i don't know." That's me too.

I don't really open up most of the time. I think i rely on myself alot at times. Maybe its 'cos
of some tramatic experience that this is how i am today. I always believe that ( well most of the time) i don't need help even when i'm bleeding i don't ask for a bandage. Independence, as i call it, is one of my strongest beliefs in life. Till now that i realise that its a liability whenever i'm trying to expand my social circle, probably the same reason why i'm stubborn and don't listen much to advice. So that i'm trying to change.

Wondering still about leadership, now i pose this question to my class people, do you think i make a good leader? Seriously i really wany to know.

1) I did think twice before posting this question, and decided to go ahead because i really wanted to know the answers.
2) There is no special reason to why i want to know except that i might be able to consider it one of my strong points SO you are helping me in a way.
3) I know it seems a little boastful of me so i kindly ask for your magniminity on this.


Thoughts so far today. Still have maths ( urrghh) and geography to complete.

Thinking of the schedule for this following week is enough to make me feel giddy.




Exhausted,
Melvin

Friday forgot to blog 'cos i fell alsleep in the night. Gawd i remember that was like dam terrible. Half day of school because of excel fest. Then CBY wanted us to stay back to do finish all maths things then after geog lesson(last lesson), i zhao out from the back door.
Went to j8 later with skye after settling some stuffs. Changed clothes and went to meet robin at the arcade. Then me and skye watch how roc played the drum game. Was like omg lol. But he said he willl tio pawn if he played without auto-bass drum. Then cos jw they all already gonna go LAN so skye wanted to finish up the remaining tokens. Then we play this dancing game LOL dam stupid la. Kinda hard to play 'cos usually i see girls play this not guys. So after that we chionged to amk and met the rest. First went to xin tian de. We din go our usual place 'cos it was still afternoon. When we reach there was like OMG totally packed lah. Like got about 120+ ppl playing and 40 over people waiting. Waited and wasted time for about 1hr+ then skye said raiders can go in so all ran there. Totally empty lah. Thought can finally play proper match. Who knew the com there kept on reboot and lag. Wasted ALOT of time remaking. Finally only managed to play 2 proper matches. I like freakin owned the first match with anti-mage lol. 23 kills ( 3-5 are assist kills) not bad lah i think this match i had some lucky breaks.
Second match was even more sick, with roc on our team and i being a tanker, i helped him get alot of kills. Centaur woth 3.5k life without heart lol. Got ganked when i was alone 2 times. 1 time luckily enough escaped, the other time not so lucky lol. Jason like improved alot lah. Duno why. Most got improve lah. Found out that skye wasn't such a good player that i thought he was. Later in the night TIO PAWNED by yz and his friends lol. That juggy was really heong lah. Timing kinda accurate as well.

Then yesterday had to go back school help out with excel fest. Told to reach school by 8. Reached on time. Was LATER informed that the places we were assigned to, the lecture only STARTED AT 2. WASTED TIME LAH COME SO EARLY. Even setting up only took like half an' hour lah. Later me and shan wei were setting up when Mr. Wang came and gave us the redemption coupons. Well looks like we had free lunch.lol. During the lectures was like so boring kept falling asleep in the control room. Really, really boring. Maybe 'cos the night before i slept quite late that's why so tired. Lunch tasted like crap. Shan wei wanted to go hawkerway later on to eat.lol. He din eat much. Then there were these ushers from some other school that came to help out which was kind stupid as shan wei said cos they din even know how to get around our school let alone be an usher lol.

Heard from my cousin that one of his seniors got 600++ kills. with gorgon. At first i thought was hero kill then later i realised was creep kill. i thought like 600 hero kills was near impossible even if a game dragged lol. Stupid me.

Woke up at seven today. Duno why body clock very funny, weekday dun wake up so early, weekend so early plus no one wake me up some more. Did finish maths and chinese tuition homework. Still have to do CBY's hw later. Hope can finish it in time to watch Pirates of the Carribean later. =)

Song of the day: Bamboo - Hips Don't Lie by Shakira feat. Jean

Saying/Thought: Discover yourself with tickle = )

Yesterday was CHMA rehersal totallly rocked. Rehearsal of solo vocalists and bands only. Gawd real messy the stage layout and one of the bands were gonna rent giant amps. This year's chma is gonna rock. Did till about 10+ in the night. Really tired.
Today nothing much except that ran in the rain todayduring TAF. Bin ran slower cos he had to take care of one of his junior so me and deng went forward first. Ran till about 5th round then see everyone gather at grandstand. I thought was like they all stop to do the other exercise cos or the rain of some other reason. Later we thought of skipping the 6th round and go straight to the other exercises. When we came back, most of the rest like finish already. So i went to ask robin did he finish 6 rounds, he said he did 3. Then i said he slack, then he said only nid to run 3 rounds. WTF lol. Screwy.
After school no project work so went to play basketball. Lucky got 1 half-court at school court unoccupied. Later got this group of sec 1s want to come and play with us. I recognise them is the trio that always play bba one. 1 of them basketball them dam zai then another one dam freakin tall like about 1.75m(omg la taller than me alot). Then JJ was like "aiya just play with them la" then when we form team i was like asking him not to play then he was like "Trust me la, i can go in one" like his accuracy is WOW. Then jw just agree let him play first. We tio thrash cos we no co-ordination plus jw duno why he today off-form, zero point keep missing whenever i open-pass to him la. ZzZ.
Next match not so bad i think we won barely by 1 or 2 points. At about 16-15,(we 16) i sub'ed out 'cos was feeling kind of tired. At 13-15, we just managed to get possesion of the ball 'cos i think jw layed in ball. Then i wanted to play outside so i ask terence pass me. Funny the sec 1s never mark me lol so i shoot. CHOP! woots first chop go in. Later when opening serve terence pass to me, i on right guard, jumo shoot CHOP! 2 shots in a row le ever since i start playing outside. Then 3rd time terence pass to me, this time, the basketball team guy tried to block me then i jump and shoot before he reach me, CHOP! woots went in. HAT TRICK! Haha. But i knew after my that 3rd shot sure cannot go in le. True enough i shoot, hit the rim and bounced out xD
Oh well at least got 1 streak =P
Then later 'cos i chioned lunch and walked from primary school gate then late for tuition again. Main reason 'cos i always play bba then never check time lol. Then i walk to salvation. Reached at 4.45. Was omg so late le. Go in, then mr yian gave me some time to copy the notes. No break today duno why, time also flew real fast, i just check my fone once then it was like 6 already. Then later mr yian wanted to test us 1 by 1 on the eco system chapter so like kinda funny 'cos this new kid called nicholas( i think) was like wanted to chiong go out but kind of dun dare (like wad the girls said) so it was like want to go out don't want to go like that which was sorta amusing larhs. Think the last to leave was devin cos he was real late. Reached like around 5+. Said cos he had the excel fiesta so i think ok lah. Got reason lah not like me =X
Later after tuition, amanda go wear my shoes again lol. Then was everyone was like comparing shoe sizes. Lol. Nicole has realatively large feet haha. NCC girl. =P Nearly pang seh zi yuan(the name correct?) when we all at the lift waiting for him cos i let go of the button awhile xD Heng hit it in time. Then Amanda go out and call him then like wave her hands as she came in the lift lah then everyone laughed lol.
Think type alot le. Type anymore sure see until eyes mong mong le haha. So stop here. Think today why want to type so much is to help with my english but i think blogging wun't help much actually haha 'cos i dun type in proper english.

Song of the day: Stars Are Blind by Paris Hilton

Saying/Thought of the day: People who wear watches are 80% less likely to be late than those who don't wear.

Actually wanted to post more about homecoming but i guess its kinda too long. Too make it short, my class stall did basketbaall(mini) and soccer tourney. Then i was down for duty at the falgpole. DJ duty woots. Dam fun cos like we get to pick the songs we want and blast it real loud except for the fact that the school only uses cheap, tiny horn speakers so if we blasted the songs would sound distorted.

Today had the inter-class debate with the school's debate team. Have new respect for them now. Haha they teh rox. My team said i was best speaker on my side but i guess that's 'cos i'm the last speaker so i get to counter most of the opposition's points. But we still lost haha. Can't expect to win against the school's trained professional team right? Felt better after that, guess especially for mini cos he got something off his back. JJ was like he kept want to go into the finals but we two were like care so much for what 'cos there was like no special reward. Think that the debate team was using this compeitition to pick people for their teams la 'cos i think they short on people.

Song of the day: Stan by Eminem

Saying/Thought of the day: Great power demands great responsibilities.

PC got prob now. Something wrong with the USB drive. Use internet halfway the suddenly soot tio then say must reboot. Last 3 days never blog 'cos was very very the busy.

Friday went LEARNING JOURNEY. Overall i'd say the trip not bad, kinda makes you feel how lucky we are today if not for those who had sacrificed their lives in the war. Before the trip while we were sitting down at parade sqaure just chatting then I was messing around with darryn's bag. Then i think Deng accidently pull one of the strings from the design of HIS $70 BILLA BAG! THEN WE FREAKING LAUGHED LAH. Dam suay. Later fiddling somemore then deng pulled ANOTHER STRING OUT!! WTF DENG YOU TEH ROX! HAHAHA!
1st place was labrador park. The place that the brits placed the guns,expecting sea attack. The path was like kinda upward, so abit hard to walk but managed. The guide was DAM soft. Can't hear a single sh!t till i stood nearer. Then found out that the water bottle they gave us leaked so i go pour droplets on JY's head then he said:"F**k lah the dew keep dropping on my head!" I was like LOL when i heard that.Then went changi musuem. See some ancient artifacts. The artifacts were teh rox. They even kept the chapel that used to be used by the POWs then. Stopped and had lunch later. Edmund bought the surrender document at the musuem exit for like $5. Then there was this group of japs on tour or something and Deng and I were talking saying whether they jap or not. Then suddenly got this guy he took his hand and brushed it over deng's shoulder! I went OMG then burst out laughing like hell lah. THAT WAS LIKE FREAKING GAY. Later back on the bus continued suaning him hahahaha.
Tried to sleep on the bus on the way to kraji 'cos from changi to kranji was like dam far? 45min. Then listened to songs thanks to deng's mp3 and tried to sleep. Just after i was sleeping then like the bus stopped. Kinda grouchy 'cos of that lah. Liang also same experience as me lol.
At Kranji war memorial the modd was kinda solemn and everything 'cos it was a cemetry also. Kinda touching. Estimated 4500 graves and 20,000 names whose bodies could not be found were engraved on the stone pillars in the center of the cemetry. So everyone was like wow and omg and add abit of sadness feeling liddat. Later our guide say got challenge, find Major Ivan's grave. So some people went to stone. Others went to find. Then while deng was adjusting something(i forgot what) then i go remove his name tag and switch with mine. Then he go grab me and took it back. Later everyone STARTED SWAPPING NAMETAGS LOL WTF. Then darryn was like stoning and looking at his bag and the bottom right corner WAS LIKE DYED IMCOMPLETELY BLACK! Like OMG, dam suay lah he. Said his pencil case leaked ink+ the water leakage from water bottle= to say 'byebye' to $70. LoL. Then we started the memorial service. After that they said they were gonna give us all a surrender document FREE. ON OUR WAY BACK WE SUAN HIM LAH but only awhile la cos later in the bus, we were supposed to fill in the survey form.
So i took out my black pen and started writing then later i saw darryn( behind me) had no pen so i said "Darryn you dun have pen huh? I lend you my BLACK pen wan?" LOL. Then deng turn around and said smthn which i forgot. Dam funny lah. Then he like stare at us.lol.

After that was even more funny when i went to studio. Just as i went in to studio i heard Yu hung saying "Yah, i been here since 7" So i reacted like 'What you never go for learning journey?' Then he narrow eyes and said "Why you guys always listen at the wrong time one??"
And i din like get it until later. Later i think micheal or manfred OR Linde said something cos Yu Hung said"(Forgot but something like that) Then after i move right..." then i think Linde just entered studio and said "Yu Hung you moving house izit?" then yh almost jumped if not for the pc on his lap. Then i finally got it. Before shao ren asked him since when he started speaking english cos his english not bad, then he said WHEN I CAME HERE(SINGAPORE) AT 7. So i just came in at that time and that's what he got so frus. about haha. Kinda funny. Boss was in a bad mood that day. Heard he had 'PMS'.
Later hardcored basketball till about 7+ Kinda played real sucky that day. Cos i think da wei was there that day. Then later wei rong called and said he at bubble tea shop wan buy thing ma so we all order thru him. Later he reached then we all break. Drank and continued till someone called for time check then everyone chau tio cos it was 7.20 and the sky was still quite bright! Haha then all left le after we heard that.

Next post still not present post, got more things to say =P

Song of the day: Points of Authority by Linkin Park

Saying/Thought of the day: Cherish the moment.

I think my group totally screwed up our play today. Dammit. Alot of things were skipped or forgottton to be included. Thanks to the fact that we were poorly organized and we hardly rehearsed at all. Or more likely 'cos we didn't really like the members we were stuck with. Cheang really shoud consider revising the group 'cos its pretty unfair for those who want to do well.

Chow By flared up again today 'cos 3/4 of the class didn't do her graph work( including yours truly) then she made us stand. Then she got so pissed and decided to let us sit. lol.

NCC and St. John day today. I've heard its tomorrow but 'cos tomorrow our whole school going 'learning journey' so i think that's why it was held today. St. John heard 4 people fell out, NCC land i think dun have and NCC air got 2 people fall out whom i saw. We had the parade at grandstand cos the parade square already set up the frame work for homecoming day. Then LHB say friday's assembly will be held in class lol cos dun want to disturb the nearby people who are sleeping. That's just crap lol.

Today science went late 'cos i was retyping some report for Bin. Then after finish lunch already 4.30 le. Late le then i duno why still go play basketball lol. Play one match till my team 5 points then i chiong le. Think today i shooting not so good but 3 out of the 5 points is thanks to my sharpshooting team mates and my passes la. Actually maybe say one point 'cos 2 points is starting passing then i pass, they shoot and score.

Mid-tuition time a.k.a break time, Nicole suddenly call me go out. I thought wad happen. Then i went out and Amanda was wearing my shoes. My reaction was like "Errrkkkk Wth" but she look quite funny. Then wear le walk around, *Bump*Bump*. LoL. Real funny and cute lorx.

Tuition did some topic that i never do before. Eco system. Kinda okay. Yian say following weeks gonna disect cow's eyeball (!!!) and make some rocket and go bishan park and shoot it. LoL. That's fun. Though cow's eyeball. err....xD

Later finish class, cope my shoes and wear again lolx. Say my foot dam big la. That shoe actually is at least 1 size bigger than my actual shoe size. Asked me to wear her shoe first. Then i try to squeeze into her shoe. Then she say "aiyo wait spoil my shoe!" haha. Small leh size 3 only. =X

Song of the day: Where'd You Go by Fort Minor

Saying/Thought of the day: BigFoot.

Brain not working

Lately keep saying wrong things and can't think straight 'cos i think still holiday mood.Brain abit sotsot.

Today tio meh by chowBy cos i was doing magic tricks during her class. Then she say i still can laugh. Of course laugh la then cry meh? Surprisingly she din collect the holiday maths homework. Lol.

Cheang din come today.( WAH HENG AH) So no drama. Reminds me to burn CD. Then again chinese free period, at least for those register 1-30.

Today the people were picked to go SYF on saturday. Deng say he dam sad cos he has to go somewhere else. So he kept trying to find replacement. Ask me to go leh. But i say sian cos i wanna go LAN. Not that i dun mind replacing him but i'm needed somewhere else. Plus if i go SYF i think also not possible cos i got many things to do on sat. Sorry deng. At most help you find replacement lor. x_X

CHMA tickets sold dam freaking fast. Think 'cos its really cheap. Today all premium tickets OFFICIALLY gone. Awww. Still got the $8 tickets.
Here's an inside scoop: PAUL'S NOT COMING. Mr Wang said its gotta do with his the contract or something plus its better if he came next year. =P

Song of the day: CAN'T THINK

Thought/Saying of the day: CAN'T THINK TOO =]

Back to school. Woots. After sooooooo long. Some say school sucks but i beg to differ. Well maybe 'cos you get to meet all your friends again. =D
First day slacky 'cos we just received new timetable so all the teachers like just into and say what their expectations are and that kind of thing. SEBASTION ONG FOR SCIENCE. OMG LALALA. Hope he dosen't screw our class. Went shopping with liang for his friend's birthday pressie. Decided on a sling bag initially. Then actually only got like about 6 of us. Then suddenly zheng pop out from nowhere and join us lol. Ate lunch at foodcourt. Then mini say buy ice kachang then dig tunnel. See which team dig fastest lol. At first like my team was like digging dam fast then dug wrong. Mini hop team to zheng there lol. xD so much fun.
Today edwin heng say during homecoming day we can dunk teachers $200 per teacher. LOL. Seriously worth considering. LHB also offered himself for a price at $1500. That's mad lah. I rather teachers. Micheal on behalf on imedia annouced the official sales of CHMA tickets today(or rather he was forced to =D).
Official sales are wed and fri. Till 4.30pm. Or else approach any imedia members to book your tickets. First come first serve. =D
Then there was this talk on battlefield war thingies. Like strategy or something. Almost fell asleep a few times but generally quite interesting. Went to buy the pressie today cos liang said so lolx. So fast save enough le. Bought a 15-inch kawaii turtle lolx. 22 bucks i think.

Thought of making a review so far on my friends.

New Friends known this year: Amanda, Nicole, Daniel, Desmond, Manfred, Yong Jie, Qing Chang, Ken, Alastir. Actually still got more but i can't remember haha sorry.

Friends that i rebonded with(so now i know them better): Jun wei, Yin zheng, Wei rong, Robin, Darryn, Jun yong, George, Woon Ngiap, Karissa.


Song of the Day: Dirty Little Secret by The All American Rejects

Thought/Phrase of the day: Free periods = Bonding sessions

Haven't been blogging regurlarly cos of the curfew. Usually blog at night cos all activities usually stop by then.

Thurs, went to see bak chor mee gurl(again) with amanda and nicole. Late cos i overestimated the time. Then when we got there, cos i think many people have gone there just to look at her so i think its kinda wrong. Then they bought some dumplings and couldn't finish them so we ta pao it for mr yian. lol. The dumplings tasted not so bad but it looked like crap.
Thereafter went to liang's house warming and had loads of fun there. When i reached, everybody was camping inside his room. His primary school friends were mapling.Nothing to do so everyone like crap and joke around. Then later start to go down to help with the bbq. Shift lotsa things. Then everyone suddenly nothing to do so liang's mum asked us to go eat. Ate beehoon and curry. Then Fabian and duno who go on the KTV system then they started playing with da mike. LOLs. Go burp into the mike somemore. Liang crap alot oso when we ask him to sing. Hahaha.
Play basketball all the way after that. Then there were these 2 guys who came and wanted to play with us. So we said like 2v2 lah instead of their oringinal proposition of 2v the all of us. So liang and his cousin played first. Gawd his cousin is really giant. I heard he was the same age as us but he's like towering at about 1.8m. That's huge. Kinda rough game overall. We won the first time and the 2nd time we lost. The 2nd match played by bin,bert and fabian. Tied at 6-6 then i think bin missed a shot and then they picked up the ball and scored. After that bin kept harping on the fact that if he hadn't missed that last ball they've won. But i guess its just a match anyway. At least we all know everyone has room for improvement.
Feeling kinda pressurized lately cos its already the last week of hols and i HAVEN'T FINISHED 60% OF MY HOMEWORK. Very worried.

Song of the day: Kai bu liao kou by Jay Chou

Saying/Thought of the day: Games are designed for perfection, human's are designed to follow it.

Yesterday was rather memorable. Celebrated jw birthday with bin and mini. First we went to safra at about 2. Wanted to LAN but there wasn't spare coms. So we went to the bowling centre and waited. Had about an hour before we start bowling so decided to play pool. Found out jw was a rather good pool player haha.

Then we started bowling. I bowled like crap. Average was only 75. God that's damn low. Standards dropped a hell lot. Birthday boy's average the highest, 97. Haha i've think he could've gotten higher if not for his last match. Mini and bin both improved alot, bowling wise. Think cos i din't bowl for a long time already. Lost the feel of the bowl.

Later we managed to get some seats at LAN sostarted LANning. Bin improved and killed me twice but i managed to p ull off my magic missile before he got me in. So both times it was sorta a draw. Good improvement from the other time. Jw using jugger as usual so he nearly got me once with omni but my creeps just walked into the path where we were fighting so quite lucky that time. Mini oso improved rather lots on his killing tatic.

Dinner was also at safra. It must've cost alot. Chicken, prawns with the wheat thingy, groupa in some sauce, shark's fin( OMG ) , 2 vegs and a tofu/egg/veg also plus the cake. THAT COSTS A BOMB AND ITS ONLY FOR 5 PEOPLE. Very Rich.

Guess we all had a good time. Thanked him lots. His mum was rather patient when she waited for us to finish chatting then move on. Felt rather tired when reached home.

Song of the day: Ransom Letter by PugJelly

Saying/Thought of the day: Everybody has room for improvement.

Finally got to use the com but i guess its only for awhile. Oh and my defination of using the p.c. means its complete with internet. No internet=no cummunication. Or at least what's using the p.c all's about. Seriously a computer without internet is like technology without satellites.

No major recent thoughts. Maybe except more on the topic of courage. Thinking about my pet phrase but mostly nothing else. School holidays are really short. Its the third week already. Urgh can't stand it. Gotta start on schoolwork soon or else it'll be like a last minute rush as always.

Are humans selfish creatures? That was my main thought today. I guess naturally we are. Its not frequent that you see selfless acts in our modern mudane life. Take riding a bus for example. Today i boarded a transit bus in yishun at the interchange so there lotsa empty seats. So i took the seat near the back exit and sit in the inner seat. Then there was is plump woman who came and sit beside me. Three stops later, i was gonna alight and when i asked permission for excusion, she continued sitting down and turned aside. Ok that might a normal scene in any bus in singapore but dun you think its rather uncourteous? Seriously add on to the fact of her body mass, there are really some rude people in the world. Perharps my thoughts would be rather shallow oso so it all balances out on my first notion: humans are selfish by nature.

Song of the day: Here Without You by 3 Doors Down/Paul Twohill

Saying/Thought of the day: A blog with a password is the equalvilent to the media only being available to the higher chaste.

AAARGHHHH WHAT"S UP WITH MY DAD.
called me a bloody idiot today cos i was late. Late cos wanted to finish the match with kiat and jw and co. ZZ OMG there 's a possibility that i can't use com for the rest of the hols. That sucks.

Went to watch the CHMA contestants perform at Hark Music Cafe today. They were awesome. Hahax sure wish them all the best ahead.

I'm in such low spirits the rest of the day. I dun tink life has any value anymore. Can't think straight...

Song of the day: Bad day by Daniel Powter


Saying/Thought of the day: Life sucks. Period.

What makes a good leader? What is the defination of a leader?
Pondered over this questions serveral times in the last few days. Is the leader, the one who rushes into things expecting a decent outcome, or the one who plans, thinks analyses the situation and stands behind the frontlines in order not to get hurt, or is a leader the one who has the qualities of both, able to react quickly, analyse in an instant, decisive, the first one to warn teamates of danger and the first to rush into battle in order to help save the team mate?
Anyone keen to give some views i will appreciate it alot.

Recovery-Need it bad
So tired cos i had to chiong finish my tuition maths homework for the last 2 days. Very very tired. Felt so liberated after maths today. Lesser homework! (yay!)
Holidays are passing so quickly. Its already the 2nd week : (
To add to that Gale didn't get in the top 12. Awwww....at least rahimah got in. Gonna spam votes for Gale during wildcard. By the way here's rahimah's performance. = )

Stomache tonight after i got home. Duno why. Think i ate something wrong. Felt much better after taking po chai in.

Saying/Thought of the day: Who needs one hill when you've got two. ;)

Song of the day: Sand Mission from Desert Punk

Urrghh cough still havent recover duno why. Very Very tired so slept til abt 11am today cos the nite before was hardcore dotaing.

Crap matches today. Even got owned by Jw twice. Sigh. Think got no mood to play that's why play till so bad. Still cant find good xhero players in my network. Yz dun wanna play cos he sian of it. ZZZ.

Nothing much to talk about today. Normal sunday thought today got x-men but instead its Toy Story lolx. I almost had a shock today when i thought today was the 2nd week of the hols. Totally stunned. Cant believe holidays pass so fast and its already 1 week gone. Dammit and i've yet to start on holiday homework.

Seriously holidays are tooooo short. Wonder if can extend by at least 2 weeks or a month. Rather give up my march and sep hols just to extend june or year-end hols. Double sigh.

Apology to all those who msg me in msn and had to wait a long time before i reply. Haha real sorry anyway i think i'm gonna play lesser from now on. Sorry mini.

Song of the day: Wind by Toshiro Masuda (Naruto)

Thought/Saying of the day: The holidays are too short. Time is precious, make full use of it.

OH HELL-YEAH PAUL AND JONATHAN GOT IN BOTH MY FAVES WOOT!!
SINGAPORE IDOL ROX

Few days never blog cos too upcaught in games plus there's this stupid curfew set up by my dad. Off the com before 11pm. That sucks. I sleep later during normal days than hols. That is so wtf.

Played lotsa dotA games with our class peeps. Rong's improving alot can tell. Rather bad anti-mages games today for me cos i tink i chose him against the wrong hero.lolx. Today bin got mega kill with my help twice purposely dun kill then let him lolx. Found out something today, whenever i get a streak i always tio gangbang. That SUCKS. Oh well. Played ok games today but i din really shine. Today focus more on helping my team-mates.

Desert punk totally ROX!! Kinda sad ending but still nice. Just watched the last ep. Now really miss it haha. Shaman King is BACK! Kinda abrupt ending for the last season haha. So i duno wad to expect from the new season.

Song of the day: Shinkirou by Yuka (Desert Punk)

Saying/Thought of the day: Ham shouldn't look at people's blogs while they're typing it.