Faith?

God, I need some self-discipline in my life.
Its 3 weeks to Final-Years and my revision well?
Its not even up and going yet.

The pace the others are building scares me.
6 A1s, 5 A1s, 4 A1s.
I wouldn't say envy, admiralty would be a better word.

Frankly i've had second thoughts about my life as a Christian.
Is it all worth it when in the end everyone still wounds up getting MUCH better results.

A lil' more reasoning would come to the conclusion that I need to spend the rest of my time outside church activities STUDYING.
With this i guess it makes much more sense.

Its about time to get up and put that gear to full throttle.
There's not much time left.
But in God I trust. Still.