Prospective Perspectives

I think i'm going nuts. For some weird reason i'm really depressed and down today. Planning to change blogskin, currently browsing through. Today got back 2 results, geo and science. Geo i guess i could have slapped myself in the head for not getting the volcano diagram right. 4 marks gone just like that. Managed a 22/35 which i thought was rather bad. Science was like expecting to fail lah, but ong said only 3 failures, never expected hubert to be one of 'em. Expected one of them to be me, luckily found out that i didn't and got 28/40. Yay! but class average still higher than me haha.
Who am I sometimes i wonder, i feel that i still do not know myself and having such a random personality sometimes can just mess up everything. Its like i have to adjust according to the situation so you don't always see some other sides of me. Being with different people calls for change i guess, you can't be natural all the time but having said that i still wonder if i have yet to find my identity.