Very tired and pissed. And lonely and helpless. And sad and frustrated. And alone and depressed.

That's about how you can describe how i'm feeling now and going to be feeling the next few days.
I don't want to start a fuss over my own probelms but i think i owe some people out there to at least know about it.

My mum, is pissed over how my maths can drop from an A1 to B4 and 'cos i haven't been doing tuiition work lately 'cos of many various reasons so she thinks that either 1) I can't do anything on my own 2) I can't schedule my time well. And after telling me to tell her my probelms i seriously have none and even i have i can't remember at the point straightaway. The most issues i have is about this shit about comparing me and other people. If other people sound so perfect, so good, so hardworking, why not adopt them and have them replace me as your son instead?

I can't seriously stand such shit.

Its an insult to me.

Then, she starts going on about do i have probelms with the teachers, in work or anywhere else. I think the main probelm lies at home. True i have more freedom than most of my other friends but now she's thinking that this has to stop because of my results.
What pisses me even more is this, my only high marks are chinese this tem which had suddenly jumped to b3 but you what she says? "Its good that your chinese marks are now better, but your other subjects what happen? Or is it the test paper too easy is it?"

Now she thinks i can't do anything.

Then she goes on about household chores and what in NS have to do all these things and stuff and if you don't learn now you'll die next time. I know all of this is spoken out of concern but still is it too much to ask that you mince your words a little?

It's not i cannot learn.

Unless you truly trust that i'm such a retard.

There's no end to that.

I'm alone. I'm in pain. I'm lost.

The worst thing is i never ever tell anyone about it.

Just realised how emotionally fragile i have become lately. I get angry over the slightest things. I jump to conclusions. I make bad decisions. MY existence has almost been completely ignored and it wouldn't matter if one day there wasn't "Melvin" in the world anymore because the world would still go on. People still go to school. People still have to take tests.

Frankly i think death now would be a blessing.

I going to be shattered in pieces. I going to drop over the edge.

And i'm not going to care about the word count anymore.

Its a pain to laugh now not to mention smile. When i'm down nobody knows. I see the smiles being spread about everywhere but it dosen't come to me. I guess it has become unnatural.


The lost soul wonders,
searches, looking for the answer.
But there is none,
there is only emptiness,
so disheartening it has become,
and so cold i have become.

Ignorance is not bliss, its an escape.
Fables are not stories, they are lies.
Pride comes before a fall, what comes before it?
Pain.

Never a friend, nor worthy to be called one,
i am selfish and wrong.
I don't care nor care to praise anyone.
Even if i do they are lies.
Just like me.

Wooo very fun day today. Teacher's day celebration in school until 9+ then go collect report bk then can go home liaox.

Almost every part of the teacher's day performance got screwed by backstage lah. Oh my god lah. Dam sad, i guess i should have done the other side with jit hin and ben lee. Due to morning sudden stomache and mass chiong run to get makeshift monitor speaker wires which resulted in me being unable to conduct proper mic check. Sian monday gonna get scolding.

Then after returning the wire went to collect my stuff in class then went to meet up with gordon, ky and kg then actually wanted to wait for jason and harrison but they said they would take 15min plus so we went ahead first and man did it rain heavily.

So when we reach ai tong, first look for familiar faces, found afew then went bba court play awhile then cos jason they all reach le so we went to find teacher. First found mdm cheng at hall there then chat there awhile the 'cos she had to go in so we all go in then later most of the time is moving here there about ai tong doing nothing/playing basketball/soccer/find teachers/eat/find people. So abt afternoon left me,ky,gordon and kiat so we decided to walk to thompson area to play LAN. Walk by shortcut.

Reached thompson plaza at abt 2+ then waited for places. It was dam packed Decided to walk to LAN lan instead to check for availability. Didn't have space so last place to check was thompson CC where we finally managed to get seats and started playing. Played til about 5 then chionged to tuition.

Tuition was ok. Mr yian was really lame. Nothing really funny and special happened except for one time when amanda asked mr yian if she could swap her task with paris's and paris suddenly said. "No no no cannot." lol.

Finished english after that and went home.

Joakim's Out!

Oh yeah, almost forgot.

SORRY NICOLE!! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!! I'M SORRY!! I'll try to help you in any way I can. Really Sorry!


Song of the Day: All the small things by Blink 182

Word Count: 3

Went to find mr. lim in the morning to tell him about our project which got cleared. Then later went back to class and 'cos we swapped seats so roc was sitting in my seat then i was sitting in jian zhong's seat then skye was sitting in jia jin's seat and 'cos only da wei came back frm mother tongue room so we were chatting 'til later jian zhong and jia jin came back so much later in the mid of lit lesson. So its like we tell jia jin to sit somewhere else but he say he must sit in skye's place but guan yan was sitting there so like he go" Since you sitting in my seat then i sit in your seat lah." Then we went "HUH?" So he later complained to ms cheang and so like it was a mass chain, roc went back to his seat, then me, then jian zhong, then guan yan, and finally skye. Lolx.

Later tio mass scolding. First time 3 teachers in our class, mr lim, mr wee and CBY. Lim scolded us about art projects and say none of us pass up by deadline and alot of crap then mr wee was angry about the peer assessment forms. So its like thriple scolding and later CBY kp us a lil' and we were super late for assembly. Arrgh. Then there was this talk about why is there so much pain and suffering in the world. I think the speaker was really good, (VP o f SJI) and he made some points rather clear.

Pain is the stepping stone for man to embrace love.

I think that made sense as without pain, you don't see a group of people swarming over you when you injured right?

So he made most points connecting to love and i tried remembering this verse he said:

Love is not love until love has been given out.

Think it sounds kind of weird 'cos i can't remember the whole thing.


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After school after eating with YD and making him walk part of the school with me (haha sorry), he went home and i found out i had CCA so i went for CCA. Stoned out 'cos 30 min later it ended and i was like wth?
So later waited for zheng and went cool cup. Bought top-up card and bubble tea =D then went home lo.

Song of the day: Addicted by Simple Plan

Word Count: 3

Hmm carpe diam today was project work presentation. Then later was D&T. Rub the acrylic til dam smooth lolx. Then later chen lesson dam sian. Practice talking impromtu. Then later i tio caught and must sit on floor so i stone there and sleep lolx AND NO ONE NOTICED LAH. Until later someone else i tink min ron( lol prefect) replace me and sit on the floor then go like " OMG sleeping sia in that position some more lolx."

So later after school suppose to go basketball match but didn't 'cos got teacher day rehearsal. So after i pass them in the parade square then i walk to hall but didn't see anyone there so walk around then saw jit hin at basketball court(primary) and they had a ball so i chiong go down le. Then we play with primary school ppl until about 2.30 and need to go for rehearsal le. Play like crap lor me, can't even dribble past lah. Then everytime chiong lay-up, the lay-up always never go in de. Sian always stop at hoop for 3 times lah. Then later think yap chen throw ball very high so i jump and grab then later trip over manfred and cramp up my knee. plus some minor cuts and bruises. A lil' pain sia, But not so pain compared to the last time when both legs cramp up.
So later bought drink and went up for rehearsal.

Set up a few basic things likr mic and projector. Rehearsal was kind of messy and unorganized. Councilors were like alot of things cannot finalise properly like mic whether want cordless or not and then need how many then keep changing but finally managed to get a proper rehearsal started at about 5+. Then quite smooth i think, except for some parts but still ok lah. Mr. Wang said reaction and preparation slow which was kind of true lah.

Later during clear up because the monitor wires are missing so had to go studio before to take. So later also was me who had to return. By that time was about 7 plus le so when i went down THE WHOLE PLACE WAS REALLY DARK abit scared cos first time see so dark without lights somemore except for the exit sign. So return the long monitor wire then realise that short one haven't return! OMG quite scary lor. The place was so dark. Like at night when no lights on at all except for one corner that's all. That was how bright the place was. Studio inside was even brighter lah.

Really scary. Don't know how to survive nightwalk like that.

Yea getting something new tomorrow. Woohoo.

Song of the Day: Put your records on by Corrine Ballery Rae

Word Count: 5 (overshot again...)

Monday

Today morning assembly got bad stomache so like went to toilet immediately after prayer. Then later came back heard annoucement about basketball team then must go support. I don't mid but the place is at jurong?!?! But have to go for teacher's day rehearsal tomorrow yay! Then later when the classes started leaving, cos me and kwan hong were sitting at the back, so when 2-6 moved off we thought can move off also so i just stood up and kwan hong also but was surprised that the rest of the class didn't stand. Oh ya liang gave the class key to kwan hong too. So like we moving the mix into the crowd then EH realise that we pang seh the whole CLASS lol. Dam funny lah. DP made them stay back to pump and we didn't xD oops.

Geo tio scolding 'cos mr ng saw me copying hw X_x then he start lecturing us about streaming grades and stuff then go through the work. Heng he go through only those i did le.

Then later Lit. Got 1 period to do hw (heng) so completed science and maths hw. Then later maths CBY abit siao. 'cos she was explaining this thing and went " If you all don't understand these basic concepts you will ..." then i was like just sitting infront of her chanting "die,die,die,die,die". So she later look at me and say "Only you die lor the rest will live." I was like "huh?" Then later 'cos i yawn and make the yawning, bored kind of sound so she say "Don't do that again" quite sharply. Then 'cos i wanted to pay the ticket money so i pass the money to wee thru deng and he say pass to tim so transferred back and i pass to tim so tim said pass to CBY so i pass to CBY and CBY say PASS TO WEE. So later she just took the money. -.-lll

Science quite ok, learn alot new thing, miss quite abit 'cos i stoning then nvr make notes. Sian plus didn't bring pencil case so bo pen lucky lend from kun seng if not no notes le.
All zhao before 3pm pon maths remedial only a few stay lol, those want pon CCA one lolx.

Then later after school me,roc,jason and liang walk out and tok alot of crap then jason treat us all ice-cream WOOHOO. Yay =D then later walk to j8 and met jy, benny and terence on the way then roc pangseh halfway at the traffic light lolx. So left me, jason and liang so we walk to j8 and then went comics connection and liang bought the "xi xue gui nu you" vampire girlfriend i think. His new comic lolx. Then later we browse some shops 'cos jason wanna buy some ornaments. But in the end like never see anything he like. Then when we walk 1 round around the 4th level, then i accidently bump into this girl who like i think also accidently bang into me so its like double sorry and jason say like i say until dam loud lolx. Also don't know why we walk one big round AND WENT into comics connection again.

So later went basement and bought some food and we ate on the way to bus-stop and ate on the bus also. So like i put the two long toothpicks from shilin snacks one into my mouth then start poking them but stop 'cos they said dam pain. So later we byed to liang and jason went to my house. Then play dotA xD today break liao. Attempt to abstain from games FAILED miserably. Alamak. So later walk with jason to mrt around 7 plus. Then came home, ate and played.

Think the twin moon thing's a hoax. Yesterday night couldn't see it at all no moon at all lah and today they said maybe have but i doubt it.

Song of the Day: Uptown Girl by WestLife

Word Count: 6 (DOUBLE OVERSHOT)

Holy cow now waiting for mars to appear.

These few days either too lazy to blog or not really in the mood to blog or simply 'cos there's nth to blog about lolx.

Friday

Hmm survived geog again 'cos i tot that mr ng was gonna check our work but he didn't so luckily he didn't. (PHEW) Survived maths too. Then for chinese did some letter writing practice. Got some of the grades le. Mine all about 60-ish. Upset over maths. HAIXX. Sorry deng.

Then im meeting was final cut training. Refresher woo really wanted to learn how to use but that day felt really tired so coudn't really absorb much.

Nothing much to blog about today. And i'm really tired.


Weekends

CIP in the morning, teacher's day rehearsal. Boring all the way nth happened much. Sat in control room for like 3 hrs stoning away. Except for maybe a span of 30minutes of basic activity, nothing else.

Went home and stoned out again.

Think i'm using the com to play nowadays. Seems like gonna be addict again. Guess better stop cos final year's only in like 5 weeks wth? Gotta break the habit. Or at least keep it at bay for about a month or so. Bloggin's still ok i guess, but i'm not touching games( try not to) from tomorrow onwards.

And i'm wondering why i ain't sick yet.

Song of the Day: Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park

Word count: 5 (Fri)
Word count: 1 (Sat)
Word count: 2(Sun)

Thursday

Very busy today, HAD to finish two projects-Art & IT which both i haven't.

However for both periods that needed to hand up projects the whole period like totally bo liao'ing. Then geog was slack 'cos mr ng was marking poems. Science was not so boring and passed quite quickly 'cos we were actually doing work than listening so all not so sianned out. Project work dragged again.

Then after that went to eat then went IT lab and tried to finish IT project but ended up with me and roc installing audition on one com haha. Then we went out from lab. Walked to bus-stop and said bye to roc and took bus to salvation army. Didn't want to walk 'cos scared late.

Paris and amanda didn't come to tuition and at first was like only 3 people came-nicole, devin and me. But later two more came-samuel and edison( shud be replacement) and like there were only 5 people so abit sianned out. Felt really fatigued even though i didn't play basketball. Nearly fell asleep while doing the atoms worksheet and did once for about a minute.

Then finally break time then me and nicole were like standing outside the door listening to jay while looking at the additional class schedule. Then suddenly got this guy came out and he saw the two of us standing there and suddenly like chau tio. Tio stun which we thought was rather amusing lah.

So later did MCQs and a few slack structured and went for english.

Nurul's OUT! (Aww she's not too bad but luckily paul's stil in =))

Song of the Day: Ge Qiang by Jay Chou

Word of the Day: Balance

Word Count: 2

Alot of things keep happening in school but i keep forgetting them.
Chinese period passed real quickly, there was a relief teacher and while he was talking i was doing maths. Funny thing was i was only two tables away.

Then during lit, wrapped up the conference thingy finally. Then did this letter writing which would be accounted into our marks. Think everyone tried their best for this which was good = )

Then later during science i think mr. ong was in a rather bad mood cos he had to like seperate two or three people the tables cos they keep talking.

Then the more funny things happened during maths. First when CBY came in, jw threw a water bottle and hit leonard i think right in the face which was dam funny. Then CBY went like, I SAW THAT. THE TWO OF YOU COME IN FRONT AND SIT. (She wasn't shouting btw)
Then later 'cos me and zheng were talking then doing stupid things like smacking each other's head then she ask the two of us to seperate and like i moved my chair behind where leo was sitting. Then later in front of her like suddenly got one huge gathering like that 'cos later rob and jy kept talking so they also tio then must go sit infront lolx. Then she got pissed near the end of her period( LOL maybe also her 'period') and stopped like teaching normally 'cos i think we were really noisy.

Afternoon went to orchard area to snap some pictures but didn't really take alot cos we spent like almost 45min which was about half the time we were allowed to wonder about at the food court! LOL. Zheng felt even more sad 'cos _ dun't know that he's in photo or even imedia AT ALL. Then later after revieiwing our photos, asked how we were going home. Telled and said that _ was going shopping and mitchell felt like it waws dam DAO lah. LOLX cos _ reply was rather cold.

Then later nearly tricked daniel into taking the wrong train home but mitchell told him the right way haha. AWW.

Feeling that i've been rather ego lately. Think making more replies without thinking. Sigh sorry guys. Try to change that. Yeah and i need a confirmation too.

Song of the Day: Yuan You Hui by Jay Chou

Word count: 7 ( OVERSHOT BY 120%)

Chinese orals today omg scary. Passed the day without much of a probelm 'cos today was very slack day WHICH was fortunate if not we would be too stressed to take oral. PHEW.

Immediately after ACC, some of us chionged out of class and to canteen to eat. WAITED quite long for my food and then just like gorged it all down 'cos by the time i got my food was like already 1:53 and listening starts at 1:55. Made it back to class by 2:00. Lucky.Think listening not so bad lah, hope can get full marks.

Then after that was oral. I think i screwed my reading pretty bad. I didn't know how to read like 4-7+ words and i added an extra word in my reading 1 time. But conversation was okay just that i didn't have the right words at the right time in some parts of the conversation. Still ok.

Then on my way home i walked passed D&T workshop( din join bert, da wei & mini for basketball) and found YD was still in there haha. So waited for him awhile then we went home together.

Then there was this bunch of kuo chan people and there were like about 4 or 5 or them and the just blocked the whole path and one guy PURPOSELY banged into me lah. Didn't really get mad, but it was just plain rude.

Song of the Day: Remember That Name by Fort Minor

Word Count: 4 (PHEW)

Hmm some really funny things happened today.

Got pumped 30 by DP after morning seembly cos of _ & _ and cos we didn't keep our classroom clean.
Then later after geog, PE was soccer 0.o and Harold scored a HAT TRICK. Lolx. PE was fun haha too bad i totally not good at soccer. Wei Rong made some decent saves.

Then music watch movie so = slack.

After recess was double lit which we did the conference thing again and _ showed attitude to ms cheang larh. Then CBY period which i went really bonkers and did some stupid things. After science finally can go home.

During the break between CBY and double lit period Some really funny things happened between da wei and jia jin. It was like da wei suddenly stand up and shout in his that really weird but funny voice then go whack jj then we were all laughing lah cos he did it in a really stupid way lolx. Then later dw go kp him again in a really funny way LAH. Can't remember everything but dam funny.

Later YD and jj nearly got into a fight, the mood brewed around science and mr. ong had to seperate the two of them. Then they got into a real fight if not for mini and john who tried to calm them. Phew.

Deng if you're reading this i've think that you do have to abstain from getting your emotions into full flow all the time. What people say and do can mean a whole different thing and its just not worth getting into this kind of meaningless trouble. So cheer up and just try to control your emotions a lil' better.

Song of the Day: Beautiful by Christina Aguilera

Saying/Thought of the Day: CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP

Word Count: 6 (URRGGGHH OVER BY 1)

Blogging late as usual.

Saturday.

Quite eventful, one of the longest days that i spent in bishan. First got up late for maths in the morning and rushed there. Missed earlier parts and didn't know how to do alot of the questions haha. Then CBY released us at 10 am.

Played bba until about 11 at school court with deng, dino and teh. Then vincent they all wanted to play full court for their training so we went to whiteley to play instead. Played till about 12 then went to buy bubble tea where we COINCEDENTLY meet bert, liang they all. Seems like they finished traning liaox. So about 11 of us all went hawkerway then to eat lunch. Had some really bad swings since morning.

Then while me, zheng, da wei, mini, bert and jun wei were eating ice kachang and the rest were chatting, then there was this guy who came over and started metioning something about catholics. And i thought he was going to say something about our school or someone had done something wrong but he started to babble about some nonsence about catholics must be careful, duno what report to police then in indonesia duno what anti christ duno what torture baby. Bloody hell i wouldn't even give a dam about all the nonsence he was uttering but then he said some explicit things and like some of us felt like insulted so later after he went away, we were like er, omg wth just happened? So its like almost everyone wanted to go reason with him 'cos it was like insulting us without a reason. Wth is up with that?

So like when we went over, me and jw started recording what he said and he got rather angry in the end when bert asked him why he insulted our parents, then he got angry and banged the table and like shouted vulgarities in broad daylight so we like all backed off lah. So after that all discussing what to do. At first wanted to report police but think this kind of thing too insignificant so decided to tell one of the school teachers instead. So later we ranged CBY and told her about it. But decided not to see her.

Later Bin and liang went my house and cooled down and played audition awhile 'cos they never seen it before. Then later cabbed back to school and feteched bin and liang to amk mrt on the way. Liang i need my shirt back. Then went for CIP.

Then later after CIP ended which was about 9 plus went whiteley court(again) with mikey, sw, jerold, jit hin and ervin and played bba until about 10. Then went home and jet lagged all the way.

Fell asleep while doing maths tuition homework.

Word Count: 8

Sunday

Tuition as usual, messeged alot so didn't feel so bored during tuition. Realised 95FM is a really good station to listen to once in a while or maybe at least in the weekends. Then after chinese, went for haircut.
Urrgh now my hair is really short. Spent two hours at the barber haiting/cutting. So felt that it was wasted.
Then went home, bathed and went out for dinner for the duno what time of this week. Ate char kway tiao which tasted really horrible, it was like ketchup version. Then i can't believe i actually fell asleep at the dinner table lah, omg after i drank iced coffee somemore.
Now i'm too hyped to sleep.

Song of the Day: A Public Affair by Jessica Simpson

Word Count: 3 (omg, miraculous)

PE was omg and tiring cos my team lost 16-1 to mini they all haha. Its like everybody either no mood play or all stoning. Maybe 'cos its the first period of the day haha.

Science and geog quite brain-sapping almost fell asleep for both subjects. Then chinese was like almost sleeping throughout, flunked the listening haha cos was half-sleeping during the listening. 5/10.

Maths dragged again, then went to eat with YD. Really nice food at primary canteen haha.

Then went for imedia. AV training today woohoo! Really nothing much 'cos its just basics only and its a refresher so quite simple. Learned alot about lights today 'cos i didn't know a single thing before haha. Mixed up with hua peng today. That's about it. Henry's really strong haha.

Tired but can't sleep 'cos there's maths tomorrow.

I wished my weekends were free.

Oh yeah there's a free movie screening at padang tomorrow at about 7 plus in the night and there's tow shows, X-men 3 and MI3.

Song of the Day: Teenage Life by Daz Sampson

Saying/Thought of the Day: Free movie screening tomorrow!!

Word Count: 13 (OVERSHOT)

OK kind of bad day today. But any bad day we still manage to have fun as a class haha.

Maths strangely, CBY didn't really kp much. Quite relaxing. IT and art quite slack but both got projects due next week. Geo also, Geo was FUN. Mr. ng took all our phones and put it in this cardboard box and he said something about a social experiment. And something about needs and wants which i thought was really interesting. Then during project work my BALL GOT CONFISCATED COS I DUNNO WHO WAS PLAYING WITH IT AND THE TEACHER CAME AND PICKED IT. I WAS LIKE OMG what is MY ball doing in his hands. Then i knew surely someone was playing and it got confiscated. Its like the third time this year already THAT SOMEONE USED my BALL AND GOT IT CONFISCATED. URRGH. Felt DAM sad during the whole presentation during project work. Then went with mini to beg back the ball. The teacher did in the end give us back the ball lah. PHEW.

So NEVER EVER PLAYING BASKETBALL AGAIN BEFORE TUITION. _ TOLD me to GO HOME and bathe then come back for tuition. Which indirectly meant to me 'Don't come for tuition today'. I was like, 'since dun want me go then just say lah.' Nicole told me that they did electricity and lights and colours which was omg i missed cos i needed some reinforcement on those topics? So WALKED back to school and played bba till 6+ then went to bishan market to buy drinks and went for english.

Oh yeah during lit. we had this conference/debate kind of project that was kind of fun cos it was kind of slack plus really like fun cos its like my group totally improtu. Then Ms. Cheang was kind of encouraging me alot today. Guess she didn't really mind if i paused abit today.

Oh yeah just found out mathilda's out. Really unexpected.

Song of the Day: The Anthem by Good Charlotte.

Saying/Thought of the Day: No more BBA on thurs.

Word Count: 15

Changed seating arrangement today. Now i'm sitting with yz in front of teacher's table which is so omg cos its like well, simply put its gonna be hell for some teachers.

YD and dino really sad today. Deng I don't really know why but should be still 'cos of his mum and results. Dino should be results. Haix. My maths also not say very good bahs. 20/30 only. Lost like 5 over marks on graph then 3 MARKS on algebric MANUPILATION which i COULD've SCORED but i didn't include denominator. HAIX.

Mr.Ong was really kind today. He gave us an extension on our project deadline. THAT'S LIKE SO NICE LAH. So finishing up project report today 'cos we needed photographs for it.

Dino, kingkong and yz came me house today. Kw and dino wanted to do project then zheng wanted to see audi. Lolx. I suddenly got urge to play PangYa again. Haha.

Realised that we can only be 2-5 for about 6 weeks plus or so. After that most likely we'll all be split up so i really treasure like all the friendships forged thus far and hope all of you won't forget me and i won't forget you guys too. Should have a casual shot of us as 2-5 for the last time. Before its all gone.

Song of the Day: Bad Boy by Cascada

Saying/Thought of the day: Time never turns back.

Still another day of school but rather busy one.

No D&T today, (yay!). Spent the whole 2 periods in class. That's when the stupid things started happening. First 'cos we just got wax courtesy of gatsby, so i started trying it out on my hair, which was finally standing on its own again today. Applied some to fringe. Then later i checked with the mirror from the projector. Then later benny oso wanna style his hair so i like try to do for him. Realised his hair not so good, in the end he ended up looking like mingfeng ( lol! ). Then kwan hong wanted to style too. OKAY his hair LOOKED really nice after me and min ron did it, i did top and back, mini took front. IT LOOKED GREAT LAH. Till benny messed it up. -.- Then later we all tried to style jun wei hair then benny go like pull it in a bun and pulled it upwards and he looked like a spring onion lah HAHA. Then later jw's hair was like a single protrouding bang liddat lah. haha.

During recess, dunno who but someone sprayed the deodarant we got from gatsby oso onto jj's locker. It was like SOO cold when we touch it. Ice touch. I heard it could turn into solid ice if we added water haha. Then he only found out after maths and was supposed to go for chinese haha. Then he was like slowly cleaning his locker lah. lolx.

Having really bad mood swings after recess all of a sudden. Don't know why. Really tired.

Then after school had to rush back home to complete several projects, including geography and science. Just found out that geography HAD to be printed out and i thought the poem could be hand written. Finalised alot of things. Oh yah got chinese back today, wasn't too bad. I wasn't expecting so high haha. Cheer up deng, remember we're all still here. =)

Song of the Day: Huo Yuan Jia by Jay Chou

I think i'm going nuts. For some weird reason i'm really depressed and down today. Planning to change blogskin, currently browsing through. Today got back 2 results, geo and science. Geo i guess i could have slapped myself in the head for not getting the volcano diagram right. 4 marks gone just like that. Managed a 22/35 which i thought was rather bad. Science was like expecting to fail lah, but ong said only 3 failures, never expected hubert to be one of 'em. Expected one of them to be me, luckily found out that i didn't and got 28/40. Yay! but class average still higher than me haha.
Who am I sometimes i wonder, i feel that i still do not know myself and having such a random personality sometimes can just mess up everything. Its like i have to adjust according to the situation so you don't always see some other sides of me. Being with different people calls for change i guess, you can't be natural all the time but having said that i still wonder if i have yet to find my identity.

OK got 2 major events to blog about.
Start with saturday's events first.


Saturday.
Ok woke up quite late plus CBY never call me go CIP so i didn't go. Was awoken by my hp. Darryn and YD keep spamming and ask me go down to support them. And i didn't lol. Spent the rest of the afternoon using the com. Till about 4 then went out to my grandaunt's house and ate there. Then later went back to amk and took train to raffles city. Actually wanted to go home first to check my hair but didn't bother to. So took mrt to raffles and waited for bert,glennson and skye then we walked to victoria concert hall. Watched the school drama till about 8.50 then i chionged out together with eddy and skye and we ran towards esplanade direction to watch fireworks.

Fireworks.
Ok. They were awesome. Sadly i didn't have a camera at that point of time so no pictures( sorry nicole). They came out in abt 3 different colours, red gold and green. Then at first it was green then skye was going how come only got green then like zheng went : Cos its greenday! Diaox lame diaos lah but still enjoyed ourselves wholely. Peck hui went too but she was camping with her friends somewhere else lolx. After the 15 min then we all rush back to victoria to watch the play. The play overall quite ok but still i like hardly get the story lah. Waste of money.
Then wanted to go raffles place to eat but dam crowded so all decided to go bishan and eat since lesser people there. When we were at bishan, all actually wanted to go macs and eat. Guess who i saw there. Hao Qiao Wor. Lolx. Peck hui and eng teck were there lah.
So headed over to long johns instead to eat. Now i owe zheng $5 and an apology haha. Sorry i smack you face with the fork and ketchup. I am impulsive and i do stupid things.

Sunday.
After maths, went tampines to meet up with darryn and yd to watch the ignites concert. By his religion or organisation. Still haven't a clear picture yet but i know the name's called SSA. Two mains reasons to come to the concert was to see how _ looked like and second was just plain support haha. Since i could skip chinese also lolx. Concert was FABOULOUS. Never seen a concert pulled off so sucessfully with so many talented people performing lah. They should try chma. Got dancers, and singers. Dancers quite good lah, there was this group who were really good, they started off kind of stiff but got better as the music progressed. Vocalists think ok, hit the mark, basic techniques all there maybe not enough rehearsals or sound checks cos seems a lil' loud but still enjoyable. Think best part was when the band came out and there was this rocker chic( Yd told me that was serene) and she like totally shreded her guitar. Drummer was good too though didn't catch his name. Really invigorating lah. If only it were at night instead haha. More into the mood.
Then went dinner at changi. Lotsa stuff, there was:
bbq wings
Fried sour sauced fish
cockles
Ribs
Shark's head (OMG i didn't know til one of the adults SAID SO)
Cockles a lil' bloody and i found out i couldn't stomach that. What was really shocking was the shark's head. Tasted really soft and i thought it was fish maw or something BUT NO IT WAS SHARK'S HEAD. Omg there are only a limited number of sharks left in the world lah.
Still cannot believe i ate that.

Song of the Day: Points of Authority by Linkin Park

Saying/Thought of the Day: Ignites rock.

Ok i know i'm suppose to sleep now but...it's been bugging me and I SO HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THE BBQ BEFORE I FORGET ALL ABOUT IT TOTALLY.

Think the whole bbq can divide into about 4 or 5 parts.

Part 1.
Woke up really late. Like around 10am. Realised ham was playing AI lols. Then after took over him and played. Randomed omniknight, and i thought i couldn't own buti freaking did. Versus AI i had a new record for playing against 5 easy com player. 1v5. 100 KILLS. I GOT 100 AND SENTINEL KS'ED ME 16 TIMES IT WAS MAD LAH HAHAHA. Then yan deng came just after the match ended and i was like telling him about it but he like don't believe so i like wanted to show him screenshot but i couldn't find adobe to open it lols.
Then asked yd if he wanted to go LAN so he went yeah and i so went for quick shower then we both went to meet skye at the main gate. Then walked to raiders. Waited for like 10-20min. Cos not everyone was there and able to play yet.

Part 2.
All were playing at LAN and like jy was pissed whenever like my cousin was playing against him, one match we played, i rememver i randomed and got vengeful while deng got techies so i asked him to come my lane. CONFIRM FIRST BLOOD. My cousin sand king was in mid lane. So like at lvl 3, i ask yand deng get ready for kill. I stunned and whacked then yan deng go over and suicide FIRST BLOOD. Then later we keep stun swap suicide combo till my cousin got pissed and asked for remake. Lol.
Next match was more fun for us. i played sand king this time, then my cousin since he wason the same team as me took bane. Then skye bo bian used juggy. then that game, was really fun, i practically set up 3 or 4 kills for the team, which wasn't really good cos i could have set upmore but i felt that my timing was really good in the match. 1 thing i've realised is that they still haven't learnt how to walk in zigzag lines yet. lol. That match we owned. While the later my team got owned haha. Totally no cordination. Jw was kip aiming a solo target hero and keeped getting pawned. Which was practically food lah.
Michael called me halfway through one of my matches and then asked me to guide him the shops that selled mirrors cos he needed them for his sci project lolx. I ran out halfway and guided him. Ran constantly for about 5min++ lolx. Hope you got what you were looking for michael.
Oh yeah skye lost his phone at raiders. We were like looking for it after the last match. Think someone stole it larh. There goes the mr. chen sleeping videos haha. He was really bek qiek after that.

Part 3.
When i got back i was like thinking about how to setup the pit 'cos i was late by about an hour. Then when we got back realised that it wassetup already haha. The guys went to play basketball first. Then after eating and drinking and helping out abit then went to play basketball. Ok. there were people at the court and they seemed kind of on, keep asking if want to play with them, played really crappy 'cos haven't really warmed up yet and was feeling kind of tired. So lost like crap haha. Then we tio chase out by the security guard 'cos he said we didn't book the court and there was some guy who booked the court to play badminton for 2 hours lah. Lol so bo bian all left. Then all go eat lor. Second time tio chase out by guard in a week lah lol. While we was eating the just bbq-ed food. People started arriving, first robin, then gordon then hubert, liang, bert mini and john all came. Then went to ntuc with yd, kh and aaron to buy more drinks. Crap alot and suan alot on the way haha. Came back everyone was getting into the mood of the bbq. Really busy (kind of) 'cos had to bring people in, out, up, down yeah. Sad thing was hardly any 6b people turned up except for wee yang and gordon larhs. Think they all dun wanna come 'cos i invited so many cat high people lah. So after that went to book court with the whole gang. OH yeah then while eating i started like this really lame and short trend.(but oringinally idea from liang one) Cos when we went to ntuc that time then walking along the road got car then yan deng was like standing in the middle then i purposely pull him to me and say"you owe me one now i save you leh." then later when went back 'cos no car so when deng was like eating half of his satay then i go forward say"WAIT DUN EAT!" then go take and eat. Then i say "I save you again leh you owe me two liaox." Then everyone was like start doing that puling pushing stealing food etc LOLX.

Part 4.
Ok once it hit 7pm everyone rushed to basketball court but i didn't follow them(again) 'cos i had to bring afew people up and take some stuff too. So after that i went straight to basketball court. Everyone playing shooting 1v1 that kind of thing until bert say like play match. So all play full court lol. Then like all oh pey som. Then realised team dam imba. Me,liang,deng,dino and kwang hong vs bin,bert,mini,jw,john and gordon. Omg lah very very de imba. But no one complain so we just play on. Obviously they got the first score, but after that liang chiong all the way and broke defense cos he ran dam freaking fast and lay out. Wheeee first score. Then i still duno must play offense or defense yet. Until they score about 3rd ball or so then i realise. Then got 1 time while i dribbling i accidently bang quite hard into bin. Sry bin. So rest of the game i played offense mainly to support liang. But bad thing was had to run alot cos needed to defend straight away. Then after they like thrashing us 12-4 or 12-6 then think dawei came. Then is the play got better but 2 or 3 times the ball slip out of my hand. Now mainly da wei score cos i think liang abit tired liao. Then later i leg cramped up after i attempted to chiong in and lay up. ALMOST SCORED lah but missed barely and i caught myself on the post. Leg crampped up and knew i reached my limit liao. Sorry liang this also 1 reason why i cannot join team. So ask aaron replace me lor. Then later all must go cut cake liaox.

Part 5.
All went to cut cake and wished my grandma happy birthday. Yay! Then later all start eating and sit down talk lor. Talk alot of dotA thing and some other thing then da wei mini bin and jw go play bba again. Then the rest of us gather around and chat lor. Then pek hui keep asking me about bbq lar haha. Say alot of funny thing like she keep sms me then dunno wad wait i nvr chat then hate her or what lah haha. Then later 'cos my cousin say no air-con SO we ALL went up haha. All camping in my room. Then later some people left like liang,bert deng and dino. So all chatting in my room so lalala cat about alot of things lah. Then cos i went out cos jason needed the phone so we went outside. Then later i tried go in the bang into bin which according to the others dam timely. I like suddenly bang is like jack him liddat then all laugh like mad lah. Dam loud too. Bin was saying about the burst camp about sleeping bags then going to say something else also when i tried to go in and bang into him. Realise my room dam small lolx. Then later all start want to go home leh. Then some say want to stay overnight but half the parents say cannot the other half dun wan stay 'cos the other half who couldn't stay cannot stay. I know dam confusing lolx. So in the end only kwan hong stay overnight lor. Dam fun later cos we played dota with bin was like training lah. Kwan hong play first match omniknight(LOL) vs lich. HE obviously won 'cos lich useless at 1v1. Then later i played short game with bin 1v1 broodmother vs lion. Won in like 24 minutes and didn't lose any towers haha. Then later kwan hong play again use axe vs chaos knight. Think he won the frag but by 1 or 2 only. Then later play 1 AI game i use rhasta and bin use liaon we combo. Roshan cried lol. Play against us haha. Perma hex plus double wards. Dam mad lah. Slept at 4.30am. Lolx. was dam tired.

Final Reminder for BBQ tomorrow
BBQ not potluck.
Setup starts around 3 or 4.
Whole thing starts around 6.
Walk-in time: 2-7pm or later.
People confirmed going: Angus, Gordon, Kenneth Koh, Kenneth Yeong, Kwan Hong, Jun Wei, Darryn, Yan Deng, Jun Yong, Da Wei, Min Ron, Wee Yang, Jason(Q), Wei Rong, Eng Teck so far haved confirmed that they are going unless for some other reason or if i have forgotten at point of writing.

Half day in school WOOHOO. National day parade. Yeah. Started with parade. NPCC lead the parade. And i was on photo duty with zq today. Screw __ , always put me on duty since that time excel fest. ZzzZzz. Looked kinda odd 'cos when they're marching then we're like in the middle of it all. lolx. Community singing was a failure 'cos everyone was too busy eating ice-cream! Lol. Special treat. Ice cream in the morning uhhghh. But it tasted good.
Went back to ats after that. Knocked off at 9.30am. Early. Sad thing was not really many people came back. Only a bunch. It was real empty till about 10.15 or so then lots of ex-students came back. But cannot really say much, atmost like 2 tables plus people only. All the teachers left before 10.
Found out 2 things today,
1) Jan WAS from ai tong. Lol.
2) Eng Teck is ZAI. CLIMB OVER SCHOOL WALL MAKE PREFECTS CHASE HIM SOMEMORE.LOLNAGE.

Jason(T) says not going for bbq. I don't know why but he said 'cos i'm inviting my current class people going. Now i doubt if harrison will go. In fact i doubt if anyone from 6b will go now. Zzzz. Wanted to LAN with mini, skye, dw, yd, kw and yz. When we went raiders, totally packed. Meet some unusual people who didn't really looked as if they played dotA. Jz and dl lols wth they doing there. Jason(Q) was there too. So was terence. Got so fed up with waiting that they all decided to go eat lunch. Then me,mini and kw went wee hse to pass time, but he wasn't at home. Then went to look for yz they all but they zhao le. Then went raiders look for wr and terence. they playing AI. Since nth to do, decided to try our luck and queued for coms. Our turn came like an hr later. I tio pawned by kw in 1v1 lolx.

Soory eng teck can't borrow the cam, really sorry. Its for tomorrow right? Really forgotten all about it.

Song of the day: Cool Aloha by Audition

Saying/Thought of the day: BBQ

Friday was the official handover of the titles of imedia. Before the handover, we all gathered in the track room, then mr. wang gave us a talk on about being imedia and teaching the ropes and lots of stuff. Then it was ceph who came to talk more and we like learnt more about him.( including the fact that he slacked for 2 years haha.) Then had the buffet, good food really stuffed.

So now after the handover, the positions are as follows:
Excos: Michael, Ervin, Jit Hin, Joshua, Yu Hung, Roy and John
OIC: Henry

Haha congratulations to all of them.

Later i missed the taupok session cos went to play basketball. Yin zheng tackled me thrice andtwo times i feel and like got cuts and bruises. OUCH. THANKS ALOT ZHENG. Played till about 8pm. Really mad 'cos was last day of common test so all were like wild stay till so late haha. Then went home and chionged dota with the usual players. Then when auditionSEA finished downloading, installed it. Played like three rounds AND GOT ADDICTED TO IT LOLS.
Totally fun.


Saturday.

Played audition nearly the whole day, trained alot and smoothen'ed up my keystrokes alot. Then wee,edmund,moky, zi kai came. They came and played ps with ham lolx. Nobody watch me play audition awww cept ham. Then ham in the day said it was stupid, then go play in the nite and say it rox. LOL. Watched anger management today. Hilarious, brillant and wiity. Their storyline is dam creative and unexpectedly lahs. Plus dam funny tooo. Adam Sandler is a dam good actor haha.
Rating? 4 out of 5 stars.

Then played audition with yong jie. He's LIKE dam zai lah. First time play only CAN HIT lvl 6 keys lah. I even got probelm hitting lvl 6 keys now lah haha. He says he's got piano fingers lol.

Song of the Day: All Rise by Blue

Saying/Thought of the Day: Audition is really fun.

Ok FINISHED COMMON TESTS. ITS OVER YES FINALLY.


Thursday.
I was so scared of science but it turned out pretty well. Not too difficult (i hope can pass) .
Went for science after playing basketball in school. Went to bishan mall to buy bubble tea, then walked to salvation with kwan hong and jason plus met paris on the way. So parted with jason and kwan hong. Paris said they looked like TWIN. LOL.
Tuition was on light and colour. Thank god it didn't came out in the test. 1 new person joined us for class, think she missed the previous lesson of her timeslot or something. Nicholas was dam funny, before nicole came into class (went to buy lunch for amanda and left her things in the room), paris took her teenage mag without knowing its hers till i told him. Then when he asked nicholas to put to mag on the floor( where it was at first) then nicholas sorta of stared blankly so paris just placed the mag on the floor. THEN nicholas TOOK THE MAG, nicole's file and tablet and placed EVERYTHING ON THE TABLE. Then paris was like slapping his head luh.
While we were doing work halfway then there was the roach-like bug beside zhen yuan who was sitting beside the wall. Nicole and amanda were sort of freaked out then zhen yuan caught it with his sharperner? lolx. Then later when he released it onto his hand, nicholas was like FASCINATED SUDDENLY and like called for zhen yuan to pass the bug to him. Then nicole and amanda were giggling. Really stupid lah he. Jan didn't come today 'cos from what i heard she has some CCA thing going on or something.
Amanda hidmy shoe in the girl's washroom after tuition. -.- then we found a new way out to the carpark thanks to zhen yuan. Pang seh'ed paris haha sorry. Zhen yuan real's funny.

Ok my posts are getting shorter.
Changing blog skin probably by next week. Something darker 'cos i think some people are having probelms reading my blog 'cos its a lil' bright.
Chinese today. THANK YOU JASON. I WON'T SAY WHY BUT YOU HELPED ME GET 4 MARKS.
Today no science or geo = ( can't revise and CBY had to eat chinese teacher's period. Stupid. Maths is on fridae she scared not enough periods is it?
Wanted to go jun yong house study geo, decided not to later.
Tested out ipod nano today on the way home. Really soft, think 'cos of the volume limit and there's a pin so later going to change it.
Really short posts because of common tests. Doubt can post on thursday.

Song of the Day: The Remedy by Jason Mraz

Saying/Thought of the Day: Attain wealth and you'll be remebered for your wealth, attain status and you'll be remembered for being the boss. Live for others and you'll be remembered in thier hearts. ; )

Short post today 'cos this week is common test week.
Yesterday was my brother's birhtdya celebration so we had a bbq and loads of his friends came and messed up our house. I help set up charcoal and my hands were so black after i finish. Played basketball later, the board with the net, half of it got chipped away lah. Stupid. Skye played with my cuz on hamachi and won 5-1. He kept insist is i play but is not me lor. Anyway my cousin lost 'cos wrong hero choice. Had loads of fun helping out.
Today went to toa payoh with jason and bought pressie for my brother. Wallet xD and bought 1 for myself so now got new wallet yay! The real surprise was when i got home. Sitting on the cpu was a ipod nano! OMG lah. My uncle gave my brother AN iPOD NANO!! Like WOW lah. Anyway he says i can use it till he like can take care of it himself so temporarily, I OWN AN iPOD NANO. Probably getting an ipod with larger storage space 'cos i wanna mass spam all songs into it. Nano only has 2GB.

Song of the Day: Believe Me by Fort Minor

Saying/Thought of the Day: NIL, COMMON TEST WEEK

Today was really short 'cos i slept till 2pm today. Never been so tired since chma. VERY BUSY this past month, probably the busiest and most eventful month ever.

Had lunch then played 'till about 6+ then went to grandma house. Had dinner there and did graphs while re-watching the idol hopefuls performances. Paul rocked big time. Chatted with my cous too about dotA. Said he lost his handphone (AGAIN) today while cycling. Lols, says he's kind of depressed over that.

Went home and and currently trying to finish the graphs. What is bloody stupid is i'm suppose to draw graphs on the book. There is bend and the graph paper printed can stretch way beyond it. HELLO THERE IS A BEND THERE. And i had to REDRAW my two graphs. Plus i couldn't plot 1 graph properly 'cos of the values. I swear if i ever have something to do with public education I"M GONNA ABOLISH GRAPHS. Just freaking pissed over it.

Song of the Day: My Band by D12

Saying/Thought of the Day: Graphs are SO USEFUL.

The day started with near disaster when i was on duty then was suppose to play marching music when yu hung noticed the marching music CD got mixed up with the NATIONAL ANTHEM CD. Lolx, lucky he checked, or we would have been screwed. John put the cd de then he kind of act blur larh.
Dam tired plus sorta troubled today.
During CBY lesson( SORRY ITS MATHS) got graph test. Quadratic. I din't manage to finish 1 question omg. Then tio stand at side for not doing homework. Actually i can copy (haha) just that i had duty today so bo bian lor. Then while standing at the lockers there then like suddenly CBY ask our whole group there wad she said. WTF. Who the hell cares wtf she said lah. When she ask me i just like shake lah dun feel like answering her. Then me, zheng, deng, skye, roc,da wei and vincent tio sent out haha. Then like after 10min ++ her lesson end lah. Then she later came out kp us about what second time standing wad sai and what next time what dun want see us standing up again larhs. The funny part was later she ask us to pull our socks and its like the 6 of us(excluding vincent 'cos he got to go in) ALL BEND DOWN AND PULL LAH. HAHA. One for all and all for one!
Got back science class test results and foun out I FAILED by 2 marks. Now add depression to my mood of the day lah. Dam sian lahz i thought i could have passed. Then looked through, had most probelms with accuracy and the calculating energy thingy.
So sad then.
Survived recess with only a slice of honeydew 'cos i'm saving for my brother's birthday pressie and his day is THIS Sunday. Just to all reading my blog, there's a bbq and there are slots so if your free and willing why not come down haha.
Double chinese dam sian, did ci yu cos the teacher dun believe that so many of us can get so high marks in ting xie. Then cos liang went to mother tongue room so his bag there got a few txtbks then i got put my ci yu paper in between 2 books on the floor. Huang mei yan IS BLIND LAH. Dam funny. But i really didn't refer 'cos i wanted to test myself on it. Just put there for backup. Out of the 50, managed to get at least 40 without referring. xD.
PE was frisbee. Real fun. _ cant throw a shit lah. Almost all his throws are like crap. Plus he try to act alot larhs. My reaction was dam slow today, was blocked very soon just as i got the frisbee so i think can improve that.
After school, CBY kp say must finish some maths questions, did finish and went for meeting.
And if swapping nametags weren't like troublesome enough, I took mini's prefect badge. Mini didn't bring back his badge so i took it and wore it lah. Then when i went into the mac lab, manfred was like " WOAH MELVIN YOU PREFECT AR?" Then everyone was like looking going " omg prefect sia." Shao Ren went like "Huh? Prefect badge ar?" Then Ceph was like wth lah lolx. Dam funny lah.
Watched some really cool short films and got some notice to attend the singapore's shortcuts on 12 Aug. Definitely going lah, missed it last year.

Song of the Day: The Real Slim Shady by Eminem

Saying/Thought of the day: PREFECT LOL.

IT was basically slack, didn't do really much, Mr. wee sure can crap haha.
PE play frisbee. I think i play it not so bad, tried to put my right hand around my waist and toss the frisbee from the left side lah. Haha succeeded! 5/8 tries. Yeah.
Science got practical today, we dam early today cos all chiong down don't want tio meh by Ong. Managed to chiong my experiment finish just before period end. Phew.
Then Benny Lim dam angry with our class today 'cos dam noisy plus we late by 15 min 'cos of practical. Then he pump us 10 lolx. He seems dam pissed larh. And HE SERIUOSLY looks LIKE JAY LIM from sg idol.
Project work our mentor not in school ( not in the country in fact) so dun nid to do powerpoint presentation. Chionged finish the science practical work then went to look for terence for my bba.
Played bba with sec 3, tio thrash larh 'cos all like no mood play haha. They dam zai too larhx. Then all take break, came back we play ourselves, mini, jw and me vs skye,bert and terence. Bert shooting abit off today, so was mini. Kept missing in their usual scoring position. Today i made two good plays, one was when terence and me taking rebound ( qiang lang ban) then he gonna grab the ball then i go tap it up once then he like chau tio then stone then i jump up and grab the ball and clear it. Then after that cos open court so i shot just after the 3-point line and it chopped woohoo! Then i start ball so i tried shooting, i think it rebounded then jw try to catch (bert oso) then the ball hit jw leg and out haha. Sorry my fault lolx.
Then walked to tuition at about 4.10++ Walk took about 10 min. Bag really heavy cos of my file and my learning point file. Plus still carrying my ball. Went in, saw amanda,nicole and jan sitting on couch (as usual) said hi and went down to put bag. Then saw devin coming up stairs. Like omg why they always come so early de lolx. Or maybe is 'cos i always come late lol. Today got 2 solo test, mr. yian call us go out and draw diagram. Practice for light and refraction. Then when paris went to toilet, Amanda went to his seat which was beside me then like started touching paris's stuff. So i like lookout, then we (Amanda, Nicole, me) saw like on the back of his pencil case like got the words " i like jan" so like go omg liaios DAM SIAO LARHS. NICOLE YOUR WHACK HURTS xD. So then open his pencil case then the interesting part started. Then there was this note that was addressed to jan. Jan was out at that time doing test so like we started READING IT LAH. ALL LIKE OMG PARIS LIKES JAN?? Then paris come in all act blur lol.
Later found out is like this other guy ask paris to help him pass the letter to jan lah. Then we act like surprised then amanda started reading the letter outloud haha.
Later when we walked out then nicole go like " OH NO!! WHY ISN'T IT LIKE THAT?" then after jan like leave us then she said softly to amanda that she thought it was paris and jan ( and i thought so too) but amanda said no and she thought that it was JUN WEN and jan lah. Lols. That was really funny lah, didn't turn out the way we expect lah. No wonder paris act like nothing happen like that.

Song of the Day: Where'd You Go by Fort Minor

Saying/Thought of the Day: Never jump to conclusions.

Not much time to blog. Next week is common test, yesterday got maths class test, today had ting xie omg i din't learn lah.

Yesterday was kind of fun, i went home real early 'cos liang they all went to play soccer and i din't want to 'cos i dun really like soccer. Played afew matches then sianned out when JJ tell me nid to do report. I said ok. Then i only remembered i had to do the report this morning. 6am.

Today things got more wild with the highlighter thingy trend i set 2 days ago. Now everyone is like trying to paint the other guy's face with ink/highlighters haha. WAR!! Mini and jw fought today with markers and highlighters during 10 min break. DAM HILARIOUS. jw face was like full of marks then mini only like tio 1 mark on face lah.
Science was kind of interesting, learnt colours today. Did the diagarms on refraction again so now i really understand it better.
Maths was mad as usual about 10+ ppl tio sent out 'cos never do classwork. Then CBY came up with this new system on how to keep our class quiet, say she'll count to 10 then we down 10. Everyone was like " Aiyo 10 only, no kicks lah" HaHa. We did tio pump by her once. Everyone like finish before 2 minutes lol.
After school 'cos some peeps wanted to go support basketball team so we ate, waited and waited and waited. The bus for our batch(the last one) didn't come until like about almost 3pm lah. The match started around 3pm so when we got there we missed the 1st quarter and it was the 2nd quarter liaox. I start away started on my duty while xiaokang slacked lah. He was like dun wan to start taking at ALL lah its like telling me to do all the work. So anyway i went down to take shots. I think i manage to score at least 1 good picture out of all the trash i took. Haiz my photo skills not so good. Then i passed the cam to xk around mid of 4th quarter. He had to cover that and the prize presentation. Then he made a comment, saying that half my pictures was dark. Who was the bright guy who said not to take flash? Bloody smart.
Then after the match we tried to skip the prize presentation but then tio caught by Mr. Goh so just stayed till the end haha. Lucky he didn't do anything to us. Probably in a good mood 'cos we like won. Oh yah btw the score was Cat High 70, Raffles 26. Glenn was in basketball team lah, that actor from police and thief. Didn't notice till skye told me so haha.


I'll probably blog about this on another time. Identities. Gotta catch some sleep now. xD

Song of the day: Wordplay by Jason Mraz

Saying/Thought of the day: NIL

Today was a really fun day. First after flag-raising during reading period, saras came in and kp our class then like the whole class went out to stand. Stand till about mid-period in geo. Everyone was like going wtf lolx. Then later during lit did a trial test compre and summary paper. Then i made this irritating elmo voice until cheang ask me shuddap haha. Then during CBY period 31(YES I COUNTED) went to STAND OUTSIDE class 'cos never do classwork including yours truly. Then i was like omg so many people haha. We have class unity spirit LOLX.

The fun part was after school. First 'cos some people nid to stay back do some stuff so at first i wanted to wait for some people to finish so can go home together so i started doing my graph. But then i went to disturb darryn 'cos king kong was snatching his peach tea so we both gang take his peach tea. Then first i drink then kw drink then deng drink then we give back to darryn haha. He was doing his act pity crying lol. Then later kacau him some more then took his peach tea again. This time left like enuff for 1 person to drink so like me,deng and kw was like snatching with each other. Then i zhao to 1 side of the class then shout DAM loudly "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAM SEH!!" . THEN CBY WAS STILL IN CLASS and stare at me LAH haha. Then i purposely drink until left abit then give back darryn LOLX. Evilism. If that wasn't evil enough, what i did next was definitely satanic.
Then cos kw wanted to hit darryn but then darryn take his unfinished peach tea and box kw into a corner then go POUR the PEACH TEA on HIM LAH. WHICH WAS DAM FUNNY. Then later kw wanted to hit darryn again but din know still got peach tea so he went like: "oh shit, still got peach tea,i thought u pour finish liao." HAHA. Then i sat at darryn's place then took out his stationary then saw his highlighter. Then i remember dunno last year or this year i highlighted someone's shirt. SO I TOOK his higlighter AND UNCAPPED THEM. Then go "MUWAHAHAHAHAHA" then kw go pull darryn and hold him on the table while i highlight him like siao but i din purposely highlight his shirt so aim his leg. He was struggling like siao LAH haha. DAM FUNNY. MY MASTERPIECE OF THE DAY LOL. =P Then later cos i capped his highlighter thenn go take my own cos i oso had three. So i saw darryn standing in the mid of class then i chiong at him with my highlighter forward THEN HE GO PULL KWAN HONG AND REPLACE HIM THEN I HIT KWAN HONG RIGHT IN THE AB LAH THEN GOT 3 DIFFERENT COLOUR DOTS THERE WAHAHAHHA. ROFL SERIOUSLY LAH FOR LIKE 4 MINUTES. Then i tried standing up cos was lauging like mad lah then pull and the freaking chair drop which was DAM FUNNY LAH.
Kw later try to kacau me then i just raise my highlighter then he siam haha. What was even more funny later was that when he was like standing behind some tables then i chiong forward AND COLOUR HIS FACE LAH HAHA. WU YIAN LIU XE. Then after washing his face he said: "Now i know the power of wovelrine" Lols.
Then i pulled kw into a corner then we all WALL TAOPOK HIM HAHAHA. DAM FUN.
Then later while messing with deng fone he din know that i took _'s number haha. He was LIKE FREAKING PISSED WHEN I DID LAH. HAHA. 'Cos darryn was distracting him,wrestling with him while i took the number then darryn keep begging me for the number lah haha. Then later zheng say do prank call. So he say he got number so we just called lah. THEN i was like always the one answering lah. First we started with one of darryn's friend LOL. Then like keep pranking like about 6 people lahs. haha. Funniest was when like i pranked A_ then like skye and deng thought that she thought i was darryn LAH. Then i think she know its not darryn but skye and deng thought otherwise at first which made it seem really funny lah that i can impersonate darryn LAH. WTH. Feel dam wrong lah. haha.
After that we go like carry darryn off the ground for fun I GRAB his hands then deng and skye grab his legs then he like land on the floor. Then since he was like already on the floor i like went "TAOPOK!!" Then ALL JUMP ON HIM HAHA. Then later wan roll him over to do proper one but he dun wan so we all go what the heck la JUST JUMP HAHA.

Song of the day: Bubblin' by Blue

Saying/Thought of the day: EVILISM

Went for the CIP run yesterday. Ran/walked 3.2km haha(again lolx). Actually suppose to run 1 round only but me and deng wanted to run 2 if not like not fun liddat haha. Dam enthu lah then while running downslope shouted school cheers haha. Seemed like we were the ones from IMH instead.

Then went wee house, helped him install hamachi and patch his warcraft. Then actually wanted to play with kwan hong but never 'cos his elder brother din't let him use the other com lolx.

Went to my grandman house after that. Then watch spectaculars. Saw grace on tv haha. Standing beside gurmit. Then later keep falling asleep. lol. Started playing mahjong at around 9.45. My brother dam lucky lolx. He keep winning. 2 times zi mo.

Think this is my shortest post ever lol.

Song of the day: Life is a Rollercoaster Ride by Ronan Keating

Saying/thought of the day: Non-in-particular.

Oh my gOd never blog in ages 'cos there wasn't enough time i'm like kind of lagging. There were like 5 tests today so the previous days was busy doing youknowwhat.

First, on thursday, SPRAINED my leg muscle when playing basketball after school. OMG DAM PAIN plus i cant really walk properly after that. When i carried my bag i was like walking like a penguin, 'cos even after resting on the floor for like 10-15 min, it still hurt as i tried to stand. So painstakingly walked to grandstand and rested again. After feeling much better, found out that it was freaking 5pm liao. So tried my best to go tuition. Tried walking to help warm up the muscle so it can heal faster.

Tuition was kind of just the right timing cos i had physics test that included light as a topic the following day. So it was like a last minute revision. Paris joined the class. Then Nicholas was like super mean to Amanda yet like DAM nice to Jan lah. Argued with Amanda lorhx. Dam stupid larh he. Dam biased too haha. Then Nicole was kind of pissed 'cos mr. yian called nicholas then her name then she felt dam weird cos she DOES have a brother called NICHOLAS. So she felt like her brother was there too which made her feel weird haha.

Then after english i heard on the radio THAT GAYLE WAS OUT!!! OMG I WENT KIND OF BONKERS COS GAYLE LIKE TOTALLY ROCKS. Dammit lah. Dam sad. Grace went to the show but i coudn't see cos of my english haha. She was supporting joakim lols.

Today school was kinda of slow and there wasn't really anething to do 'cos most of the periods are slack periods. During D & T, Benny kept getting scolded by mr. khoo cos he din use his common sense lolx. Anyhow give some weird dimensions then mr. khoo was like pissed.

Leonard approached me for advice on buying desktop and notebook. So i like gave him my thoughts. Eventually i think he still wanted to buy notebook cos its handfree.(sorta)

Then tio kp by CBY cos of the edusave form thingy. Most significant event in class was that JJ lost his pencilcase and CBY MADE the WHOLE class stay back just to find his pencilcase. Alot of people were pissed off by the fact of staying back, even more because its was of JJ. Then everyone was seriously pissed, especially jw. He said to CBY "Walao, you're wasting our time just to find his stupid pencil case." Then CBY replied like "If it was either one of you'll i'd do the same." Which obviously sounds alot like crap. Dunno how true is that lah.

After school, went j8 with liang to eat and buy comic 'cos he wanna buy new comic set lolx. So after that AS we were looking for this comic called HACK, found out that out of stock for english and chinese versions. The shopkeeper said publisher not printing anymore. So i suggest go j8 popular. Did have 1 book. Book 1. Liangwanted to buy all at 1 time, so he say go xin tian de. So took bus to amk and went to xin tian de. Totally don't have, went popular next, and there we found english book 3. So i suggest go toa payoh after go j8 meet amanda. Then while at the station, amanda called and said she would reach j8 in 35min. So decided to go toa payoh first.

Checked popular at toa payoh, didn't have, then went to comics connections with directional help from terence. Didn't have at all english version. So i asked counter, 'keeper said english no more stock but chinese still have. So i told liang and he said OK so finally got the books. Then saw this really nice wallet that i'm trying to save up for now.

Took bus back to j8 and waited for amanda and her friend. Met Cally, then we went to pops. Went there and waited while they chose some colour paper. Then the girls suddenly stopped and rushed out then went down thru escalator. So me & liang hopped into the lift and stopped at 2nd floor where we met them right on spot as soon as the door opened which was really kind of amusing lah. Then went to kfc, where the girls sat down to eat.

Then went to take neo-print after they shopped finished. I felt kind of waste of money cos i was like unprepared lah. xD no pose lah. Dam stone and dao.

Went home and stoned out.

Today had to clear up the hall after school which ended at 12.50(WOOHOO) cos of the O' levels chinese listening compre.

Before geo everyone was like doing/copying like mad 'cos all scared tio punish. Then when mr. ng came in and teached, he didn't go through the workbook at all lor! Like kind of wasted but i guess not 'cos don't need go home do. Geography is not boring but i still don't know why i still fall asleep in class. Its like when i'm listening and looking it kinds of like drains alot but luckily mr. ng is real funny so that sometimes keeps me from falling asleep.

ACC class, the teacher changed cos the previous went to Anderson to teach chinese 'cos according to the new teacher, there was a shortage of chinese teachers. Talked throughout the whole lesson. The new teacher was DAM soft, even when i changed seats( oops,ok its not change seats, its changing seats cos i cant see =X ) to the front , i still cant freaking hear her.

Funniest and most fun period was during music. No music 'cos there was this group of visitors from china. Then we were like supposed to guide them after eating. Then we wait awhile, whole organisation quite messy. Then we moved towards auditorium while they moved out to grandstand. Then got free egg tarts and drinks. Then while i was drinking my 7-up and standing like together in our usual clinque then suddenly jw turn around and KNOCKed MY DRINK OFF and it spilled like 2/3 of the contents of the floor!!! Accidental accuracy? Lol. Then later mini, jason and i went to hide in the control room for like 2 minutes to avoid all the commotion then later mini complained too stuffy so all went out again, then heard noise. So we all ran towards the staircase ( WITHOUT BEING SEEN AT ALL HAHA). Like playing catching liddat lah! Then suddenly out of nowhere more people appear then like alot of people like running around the first and second floor of the school haha.
Finally stopped running around 10.30 then all went to bring the visitors (students) around the school. Bin and jw say bring to all the areas with air-con LOL
Then when we were at the library, deng's group also came, then darryn and me were playing at the library then tio chase out by the librarian. So when we were outside alot of the groups started to gather outside le. Then 'cos like still in pissed off mood, i said " Aiya, chase us out, Burn all your books then you know." Then darryn go "Ya lah." THE FUNNY PART IS Deng went " Aiya, you thought you Qing Shi Huang izit?" Then its like he said quite loudly and we like caught on quite quickly so was like laughing like mad until i realised that the visitors did a double take at us, once at the mention of qing shi huang, the scond time was when we laughed. So i was like, omg, that wasn't good.

Then after schoool, cleared lots of stuff in the hall including the G-5, Drum set, mike stands, wires, Roland(omg) AND THE BLOODY 16K ELECTONE. The electone was LIKE DAM HEAVY LAH. The detachble pedals dam heavy. Me and erbin soloed it.Then later brought the election on this really large trolly it was real fun riding on it. Then there was this time when john was sitting on it then suddenyl ervin go pull so i gave a push from behind and it like kind of gave john a scare and ervin like fall down 'cos of the shock too. Then everyone laughed like hysterically. Dam Fuuny lols Wth.


Oh yeah went LAN after that. Had some really fun games, so decided that today was thelast day i'm ever going to LAN until the end of the term.

Song of the Day: Walkie Talkie Man by stereograim


Saying/Thought of the Day : The magic word that sums it all: Balance.

I'm totally in 'wow' or 'past CHMA mood' now. Missing it already!! Its only 48 hours ago!
Sigh. Totally hyped up for next year's.

Today nothing really happened, didn't go out today except for tuition, (2 in a row). Wee called mie today and we chatted like for abt half and hour. My mum thinks that just 'cos we dun talk in front of her means that we aren't friends but i guess she just donsen't understand that even thought we don't talk, we are still great friends. DOWNLOADED hellish loads of songs. Finally got Smoke On Water but its still soft then compared to CHMA version. P.I.J YOU TOTALLY TOOK THE HOUSE DOWN WOOO!!!

Chatted crap with liang and timon today. Found out that dennis had a blog like omg. Just visited it and felt not bad a blog. Mini called me for LAN today but said was bz 'cos of tuition, unless he wanted to wait which he didn't 'cos wee and my mum saw him, jason and benny playing today lolx.

Gawd thought about courage today. Felt that i wasn't courageous in any sense. Now confused over the defination but still ( SOMEHOW ) managed to conclude that courage isn't the will to do what no one dares to do, but rather the will to face what others choose to shun. I know it sounds all kind of confusing and i don't know how my 'lil head thinks up all this crap in like a short span of time. But reflecting on it( yes i know i sound abit like you 'cos i saw your blog yesterday), it made some sense. Haha.

Mini said last friday that i was DAM good at impromtu. Made me sound like I'm a master at it in my class. Well i won't say i'm really good, 'cos there just might be people better than me in class just that i opened up earlier than them. All i think myself to be is that i'm comfortable on stage, or infront of others. Natural actor? Don't know about that. Think mini also got potential, just that he not showing it lolx. His language campability is like way better than me lah.

Thought of learning three new things. Shan't reveal all but maybe two.
1) Learn to play drums
2) Learn to play electirc guitar

Feng heng is a really good guitarist lah. I hoped i didn't screw it up for him during CHMA cos his guitar sounded horrible. Still don't know if its my fault or not. But if it is. I'm really sorry.


Song of the Day: Cliffs of Dover by Feng Heng's Band(sorry forgot the name)
Oriingianlly by Eric Johnson

Saying/Thought of the Day: Courage isn't the will to do what no one dares to do, but rather the will to face what others choose to shun.

YEAH CHMA WAS HELL-O-VA SUCESS

I FELT TOTALLY SICK WHEN I CAME TO SCHOOL. Real nasueus and giddy since flag-raising but i told myself i couldn't fall sick for chma, not when i didn't even attend last year's. Plus got a real harsh scolding from davore lim early in the morning for not going for photoshoot for excel fest and blahblahblah get some trainee to replace who hasn't even learnt anything blah blah blah but i din let that spoil my mood for chma. Not even my really bad stomache.
Hours before the concert i took time to sleep, to rest. Sung rui asked me to go studio to rest awhile after he found out. After about 1hr++ sleep time. Felt abit better. Then during rehearsal also slept while the vocalists performed. I can't believe how much just 1 hr plus of sleep can do. Its amazing i felt like totally refreshed.
Totally did not screw up for chma. Only two, ONLY TWO major screw-ups through out the whole show. The concert itself can't be described in words. Those of you who went couldn't agree more. Those did missed it, oh well there's always next year. BUT, don't fret, there is the dvd, and i'm getting it so all you guys who missed it GET TO WATCH IT FOR FREE 'COS I'M PAYING =D


Today slept dam long. From about 1am to 2.50pm omg? Dam exhausted 'cos of the bestestconcertoftheyear. Went for tuition at 4.50pm and SAW GENA FROM MY PRI 4 CLASS. At first thought she looked like dam familiar, already got hunch. Then later the teacher confirmed my hunch. So wanted to get her contact after class but then she was the first to like leave class then almost caught up to her then she went to toilet -_-ll so bo bian. Doubt if can see her next time les. Very hard to find back my previous 4A class contacts. Haix. MUST HAVE BACK-UP plan next time.

Congrats to all winners AND contestants of CHMA 2006' . Wishing all sec 4s of imedia and cat high alike, good luck for O' Levels!!

Thought of the day: MUST HAVE BACK UP PLANS.

Song of the day: SMOKE ON WATER (WOOOOOO)

Yesterday had CHMA rehearsal. Fcuking screwed up the roland stand. Dammit again i screwed it, again. Very bad rehearsal yesterday, screwed quite alot of things up.
Plus got kp'ed by Ong and CBY. Ong made us pump 'cos we nvr hand in ws and practical book. Like i was going to hand up 'cos the week before i din't bring and no one said had to hand up before his period, then before he made us pump, me, bin and zikai wanted to pass up then he said hand up after school. Then after that tio pump.
After that suppose to go find CBY and do maths outside staff room. Then me and skye and roc and zheng went canteen eat and do. Then when me and skye finish then went to find CBY. Then she kp us say alot of crap then ask us to write some letter to explain some stuff. Then we were like fcuk actually planned to go skye's house and watch him own jw one on one lol. Then later skye write finish first so went to hand up, then roc go find for him then when CBY came to door roc go run away lols. Then when skye was in, roc go make some comments about CBY. Then i went in to find her, then i went in and gave the letter then she said "Ask robin to come in". So i was like huh? Anyway called roc in. Then CBY asked me to go out after she started to scold roc. Like wtf la. Definitely PMS. Then later when we walk to skye's house robin was imitatin CBY in an annoying voice.(questions CBY, answers roc)
"Why you said those things about me?" "Er..I'm sorry, Things just slip out of my tongue"
"Can you stop moving around in class and listen?" "Oh okay. Sorry"
"Why you got tuition don't need to listen huh? "Ya i got 2"

LOL DAM FUNNY LAH WHAT THE HELL

Then today after school, saras came to our class and kp me and king kong cos we were like running around the class chasing each other then was like OMG WTF HOW SHE SAW THAT. But din really care much. Still had to finish CBY's graphs dammit i hate graphs. DAM TROUBLESOME URRGGHHH
Then went for tech run and sung rui was really kind of pissed. Me and zheng reached studio then zhao go eat. Bought food settle down then suddennly JJ come sit beside us. Then when he went to buy drinks i go cope one of his potato wedges. Then i ate half and passed to zheng then he purposely show JJ then go eat. Dam Bad lah but is JJ so like we dun care. Then when he came to the table he was like "Fuck la melvin go cope my wedges u chee bye na bei" Then i like keep quiet la daoing him. Then he continue scolding me say "stupid la you" then i replied "If i'm so stupid why you still sitting with me" lols then he never answer. Then he demanded i give him part of my yam cake so i took the smallest of the thirds then wan give him then purposely break into half and said "oops". Then take the bigger of the two and show to him with my chopsticks then i go put inside my mouth. I'M DAM BAD =) then took the other half piece and gave him then he bo kp liaox. Then zheng went to buy drink then we pang seh and went studio where they already set up drums. uh oh.
Then brought everything out, did setting up. Then one of the tables that was supposed to use for roland( Electirc Keyboard) then i put my drink on top cos i din know. Thensung rui go put it on the ledge on top of the modern dance room the door so after i finish miking up drums i turned and said"Eh where's my drink?" then he went " Oh so that's your drink?" which was real comical lol. Then the tech run went on. I DROPPED the roland stand again OMG. Then learnt another new way to carry the stand. Then i think qi quan came and he saw like we were dam kind of slow so he wanted to test us on basics. Walking on stage, setup of mike w/o wiring. Then he saw like the cables keep getting tangled then like sr went like " You'll dunno how to fcuking coil the wires IS IT?!?!"
Then Qi Quan start from basics like see how fast we can coil wire and got mistakes anot. So was like wasted about 10-20min doing that. Then later we did the whole rehearsal over again. Was technical run so NO vocalists, NO bands and NO instrumentals. Then had to clear the stage in like 30 seconds. The 1st was quite smooth cept was rather noisy and two mike stands left in the middle and no one take till me and ervin went out to collect them. Then the second time screwed up big time 'cos dropped the table tennis table. The third time DROPED THE BLOODY TABLE AGAIN. OMG LA. NOT only me and zheng drop, shan wei that side also got 1 dropped. Then restarted everything again. Lucky din't drop again. Quite smooth. Timing of 28++secs with 2 man short which in Qi Quan's terms not bad or rather "fantastic" as he said which was kind of uplifting for us i guess.
Then walked home after sat mrt with zheng. Then we were like walking past the school and then zehng was like shaking his bubble tea de drink then the straw shake shake shake then DROP OUT. I faster swallowed what i was drinking then LAUGHED DAM FREAKING LOUD. DAM HILARIOUS LAH. Was like walking walking walking then shake shake shake then OOPS I DROPPED MY STRAW. LOL. Then later we passed by the bus stop near our school then i shot in my drink then like zheng never wait for me so i purposely walk slowly, then he was like on the phone for awhile then he went to like on side of the pathway the look to his right then look back and i think hung up then he was like the 'diao' kind of look. Then he walk up to me and say " You purposely walk slow cos you saw me walking fast right?" so i went "Ya." Then he go make the sign at me lol.
While walking home i knew my shoelace was untied so like i was lazy to stop and tie it so there was this guy who came to me and told me that my shoelace was untied so i like answered "Ya i know" after like thinking about it i should have said thank you instead of replying like some stuck-up bastard. Looks like i've got another thing to add on my to-change list.

Song of the day: Tian Hui by S.H.E

Saying/Thought of the day: Can't really remember the oringinal so use a stand in one : Saying "thank you" and "please" can really make someone feel better or appreciated.

Watched pirates today(half of it actually 'cos the first part watched at school before). Totally rocked. Though somehow i still found it a 'lil bland. Very nice costumes.

Played a few games today. Skye can't use pudge properly yet, but he sure can use sand king better than last time. Pawned me when i used bone today.

Still confused about some things. Felt that i wasn't fickle. Used to think i was. Its 'cos i tend to look at things from a different perspective from others so its like when i set out to do something usually take longer 'cos i find other ways of doing it than rather doing it the way most people do. Call me eccentric but i guess that's how i am.

I also don't listen much to advice, but i do take it in step by step. Maybe because of the fact that i keep hearing the same thing over and over and over again. Nagging definitely sets me off. Everytime someone nags at me, my first train of thought would be "Tell me something else i don't know." That's me too.

I don't really open up most of the time. I think i rely on myself alot at times. Maybe its 'cos
of some tramatic experience that this is how i am today. I always believe that ( well most of the time) i don't need help even when i'm bleeding i don't ask for a bandage. Independence, as i call it, is one of my strongest beliefs in life. Till now that i realise that its a liability whenever i'm trying to expand my social circle, probably the same reason why i'm stubborn and don't listen much to advice. So that i'm trying to change.

Wondering still about leadership, now i pose this question to my class people, do you think i make a good leader? Seriously i really wany to know.

1) I did think twice before posting this question, and decided to go ahead because i really wanted to know the answers.
2) There is no special reason to why i want to know except that i might be able to consider it one of my strong points SO you are helping me in a way.
3) I know it seems a little boastful of me so i kindly ask for your magniminity on this.


Thoughts so far today. Still have maths ( urrghh) and geography to complete.

Thinking of the schedule for this following week is enough to make me feel giddy.




Exhausted,
Melvin

Friday forgot to blog 'cos i fell alsleep in the night. Gawd i remember that was like dam terrible. Half day of school because of excel fest. Then CBY wanted us to stay back to do finish all maths things then after geog lesson(last lesson), i zhao out from the back door.
Went to j8 later with skye after settling some stuffs. Changed clothes and went to meet robin at the arcade. Then me and skye watch how roc played the drum game. Was like omg lol. But he said he willl tio pawn if he played without auto-bass drum. Then cos jw they all already gonna go LAN so skye wanted to finish up the remaining tokens. Then we play this dancing game LOL dam stupid la. Kinda hard to play 'cos usually i see girls play this not guys. So after that we chionged to amk and met the rest. First went to xin tian de. We din go our usual place 'cos it was still afternoon. When we reach there was like OMG totally packed lah. Like got about 120+ ppl playing and 40 over people waiting. Waited and wasted time for about 1hr+ then skye said raiders can go in so all ran there. Totally empty lah. Thought can finally play proper match. Who knew the com there kept on reboot and lag. Wasted ALOT of time remaking. Finally only managed to play 2 proper matches. I like freakin owned the first match with anti-mage lol. 23 kills ( 3-5 are assist kills) not bad lah i think this match i had some lucky breaks.
Second match was even more sick, with roc on our team and i being a tanker, i helped him get alot of kills. Centaur woth 3.5k life without heart lol. Got ganked when i was alone 2 times. 1 time luckily enough escaped, the other time not so lucky lol. Jason like improved alot lah. Duno why. Most got improve lah. Found out that skye wasn't such a good player that i thought he was. Later in the night TIO PAWNED by yz and his friends lol. That juggy was really heong lah. Timing kinda accurate as well.

Then yesterday had to go back school help out with excel fest. Told to reach school by 8. Reached on time. Was LATER informed that the places we were assigned to, the lecture only STARTED AT 2. WASTED TIME LAH COME SO EARLY. Even setting up only took like half an' hour lah. Later me and shan wei were setting up when Mr. Wang came and gave us the redemption coupons. Well looks like we had free lunch.lol. During the lectures was like so boring kept falling asleep in the control room. Really, really boring. Maybe 'cos the night before i slept quite late that's why so tired. Lunch tasted like crap. Shan wei wanted to go hawkerway later on to eat.lol. He din eat much. Then there were these ushers from some other school that came to help out which was kind stupid as shan wei said cos they din even know how to get around our school let alone be an usher lol.

Heard from my cousin that one of his seniors got 600++ kills. with gorgon. At first i thought was hero kill then later i realised was creep kill. i thought like 600 hero kills was near impossible even if a game dragged lol. Stupid me.

Woke up at seven today. Duno why body clock very funny, weekday dun wake up so early, weekend so early plus no one wake me up some more. Did finish maths and chinese tuition homework. Still have to do CBY's hw later. Hope can finish it in time to watch Pirates of the Carribean later. =)

Song of the day: Bamboo - Hips Don't Lie by Shakira feat. Jean

Saying/Thought: Discover yourself with tickle = )

Yesterday was CHMA rehersal totallly rocked. Rehearsal of solo vocalists and bands only. Gawd real messy the stage layout and one of the bands were gonna rent giant amps. This year's chma is gonna rock. Did till about 10+ in the night. Really tired.
Today nothing much except that ran in the rain todayduring TAF. Bin ran slower cos he had to take care of one of his junior so me and deng went forward first. Ran till about 5th round then see everyone gather at grandstand. I thought was like they all stop to do the other exercise cos or the rain of some other reason. Later we thought of skipping the 6th round and go straight to the other exercises. When we came back, most of the rest like finish already. So i went to ask robin did he finish 6 rounds, he said he did 3. Then i said he slack, then he said only nid to run 3 rounds. WTF lol. Screwy.
After school no project work so went to play basketball. Lucky got 1 half-court at school court unoccupied. Later got this group of sec 1s want to come and play with us. I recognise them is the trio that always play bba one. 1 of them basketball them dam zai then another one dam freakin tall like about 1.75m(omg la taller than me alot). Then JJ was like "aiya just play with them la" then when we form team i was like asking him not to play then he was like "Trust me la, i can go in one" like his accuracy is WOW. Then jw just agree let him play first. We tio thrash cos we no co-ordination plus jw duno why he today off-form, zero point keep missing whenever i open-pass to him la. ZzZ.
Next match not so bad i think we won barely by 1 or 2 points. At about 16-15,(we 16) i sub'ed out 'cos was feeling kind of tired. At 13-15, we just managed to get possesion of the ball 'cos i think jw layed in ball. Then i wanted to play outside so i ask terence pass me. Funny the sec 1s never mark me lol so i shoot. CHOP! woots first chop go in. Later when opening serve terence pass to me, i on right guard, jumo shoot CHOP! 2 shots in a row le ever since i start playing outside. Then 3rd time terence pass to me, this time, the basketball team guy tried to block me then i jump and shoot before he reach me, CHOP! woots went in. HAT TRICK! Haha. But i knew after my that 3rd shot sure cannot go in le. True enough i shoot, hit the rim and bounced out xD
Oh well at least got 1 streak =P
Then later 'cos i chioned lunch and walked from primary school gate then late for tuition again. Main reason 'cos i always play bba then never check time lol. Then i walk to salvation. Reached at 4.45. Was omg so late le. Go in, then mr yian gave me some time to copy the notes. No break today duno why, time also flew real fast, i just check my fone once then it was like 6 already. Then later mr yian wanted to test us 1 by 1 on the eco system chapter so like kinda funny 'cos this new kid called nicholas( i think) was like wanted to chiong go out but kind of dun dare (like wad the girls said) so it was like want to go out don't want to go like that which was sorta amusing larhs. Think the last to leave was devin cos he was real late. Reached like around 5+. Said cos he had the excel fiesta so i think ok lah. Got reason lah not like me =X
Later after tuition, amanda go wear my shoes again lol. Then was everyone was like comparing shoe sizes. Lol. Nicole has realatively large feet haha. NCC girl. =P Nearly pang seh zi yuan(the name correct?) when we all at the lift waiting for him cos i let go of the button awhile xD Heng hit it in time. Then Amanda go out and call him then like wave her hands as she came in the lift lah then everyone laughed lol.
Think type alot le. Type anymore sure see until eyes mong mong le haha. So stop here. Think today why want to type so much is to help with my english but i think blogging wun't help much actually haha 'cos i dun type in proper english.

Song of the day: Stars Are Blind by Paris Hilton

Saying/Thought of the day: People who wear watches are 80% less likely to be late than those who don't wear.

Actually wanted to post more about homecoming but i guess its kinda too long. Too make it short, my class stall did basketbaall(mini) and soccer tourney. Then i was down for duty at the falgpole. DJ duty woots. Dam fun cos like we get to pick the songs we want and blast it real loud except for the fact that the school only uses cheap, tiny horn speakers so if we blasted the songs would sound distorted.

Today had the inter-class debate with the school's debate team. Have new respect for them now. Haha they teh rox. My team said i was best speaker on my side but i guess that's 'cos i'm the last speaker so i get to counter most of the opposition's points. But we still lost haha. Can't expect to win against the school's trained professional team right? Felt better after that, guess especially for mini cos he got something off his back. JJ was like he kept want to go into the finals but we two were like care so much for what 'cos there was like no special reward. Think that the debate team was using this compeitition to pick people for their teams la 'cos i think they short on people.

Song of the day: Stan by Eminem

Saying/Thought of the day: Great power demands great responsibilities.

PC got prob now. Something wrong with the USB drive. Use internet halfway the suddenly soot tio then say must reboot. Last 3 days never blog 'cos was very very the busy.

Friday went LEARNING JOURNEY. Overall i'd say the trip not bad, kinda makes you feel how lucky we are today if not for those who had sacrificed their lives in the war. Before the trip while we were sitting down at parade sqaure just chatting then I was messing around with darryn's bag. Then i think Deng accidently pull one of the strings from the design of HIS $70 BILLA BAG! THEN WE FREAKING LAUGHED LAH. Dam suay. Later fiddling somemore then deng pulled ANOTHER STRING OUT!! WTF DENG YOU TEH ROX! HAHAHA!
1st place was labrador park. The place that the brits placed the guns,expecting sea attack. The path was like kinda upward, so abit hard to walk but managed. The guide was DAM soft. Can't hear a single sh!t till i stood nearer. Then found out that the water bottle they gave us leaked so i go pour droplets on JY's head then he said:"F**k lah the dew keep dropping on my head!" I was like LOL when i heard that.Then went changi musuem. See some ancient artifacts. The artifacts were teh rox. They even kept the chapel that used to be used by the POWs then. Stopped and had lunch later. Edmund bought the surrender document at the musuem exit for like $5. Then there was this group of japs on tour or something and Deng and I were talking saying whether they jap or not. Then suddenly got this guy he took his hand and brushed it over deng's shoulder! I went OMG then burst out laughing like hell lah. THAT WAS LIKE FREAKING GAY. Later back on the bus continued suaning him hahahaha.
Tried to sleep on the bus on the way to kraji 'cos from changi to kranji was like dam far? 45min. Then listened to songs thanks to deng's mp3 and tried to sleep. Just after i was sleeping then like the bus stopped. Kinda grouchy 'cos of that lah. Liang also same experience as me lol.
At Kranji war memorial the modd was kinda solemn and everything 'cos it was a cemetry also. Kinda touching. Estimated 4500 graves and 20,000 names whose bodies could not be found were engraved on the stone pillars in the center of the cemetry. So everyone was like wow and omg and add abit of sadness feeling liddat. Later our guide say got challenge, find Major Ivan's grave. So some people went to stone. Others went to find. Then while deng was adjusting something(i forgot what) then i go remove his name tag and switch with mine. Then he go grab me and took it back. Later everyone STARTED SWAPPING NAMETAGS LOL WTF. Then darryn was like stoning and looking at his bag and the bottom right corner WAS LIKE DYED IMCOMPLETELY BLACK! Like OMG, dam suay lah he. Said his pencil case leaked ink+ the water leakage from water bottle= to say 'byebye' to $70. LoL. Then we started the memorial service. After that they said they were gonna give us all a surrender document FREE. ON OUR WAY BACK WE SUAN HIM LAH but only awhile la cos later in the bus, we were supposed to fill in the survey form.
So i took out my black pen and started writing then later i saw darryn( behind me) had no pen so i said "Darryn you dun have pen huh? I lend you my BLACK pen wan?" LOL. Then deng turn around and said smthn which i forgot. Dam funny lah. Then he like stare at us.lol.

After that was even more funny when i went to studio. Just as i went in to studio i heard Yu hung saying "Yah, i been here since 7" So i reacted like 'What you never go for learning journey?' Then he narrow eyes and said "Why you guys always listen at the wrong time one??"
And i din like get it until later. Later i think micheal or manfred OR Linde said something cos Yu Hung said"(Forgot but something like that) Then after i move right..." then i think Linde just entered studio and said "Yu Hung you moving house izit?" then yh almost jumped if not for the pc on his lap. Then i finally got it. Before shao ren asked him since when he started speaking english cos his english not bad, then he said WHEN I CAME HERE(SINGAPORE) AT 7. So i just came in at that time and that's what he got so frus. about haha. Kinda funny. Boss was in a bad mood that day. Heard he had 'PMS'.
Later hardcored basketball till about 7+ Kinda played real sucky that day. Cos i think da wei was there that day. Then later wei rong called and said he at bubble tea shop wan buy thing ma so we all order thru him. Later he reached then we all break. Drank and continued till someone called for time check then everyone chau tio cos it was 7.20 and the sky was still quite bright! Haha then all left le after we heard that.

Next post still not present post, got more things to say =P

Song of the day: Points of Authority by Linkin Park

Saying/Thought of the day: Cherish the moment.